bleed it out..

#Too alarming now to talk about
Take your pictures down and shake it out
Truth or consequence, say it aloud
Use that evidence, race it around#

My Hero by Foo Fighters


FEVER!! Fucking FEVER!!!...wat the hell...ppl always say rain rain go away...they nvr say Fever Fever go away!!..shit...

still remember when i was young..to be exact..standard 1 ~form 4..always hope tat i willl get sick for lik everyday~ so can no nid to go for classes and watch movies and tv from home..

but look at my size..walao..how can get sick easily rite?..haha..Anti Body flowing out of me ady...TOO MUCH ANTI BODY!!!...juz kidding...i nvr get sick in a few years one i tell u..

then wat the fuck!! now i kena fever? wat the helll!!....its suffering when u r fever over here...no its not becuz no one look after u..and no its not becuz i dun get to go to class..its becuz the thing i have to go through is suffering!!

i nid to bring tissue around with me all the time....
i hate eating paracetamol...
i hate drinking warm water...
i hte cannot eat frieed food...
i hate cannot eat rice..
i hate cannot eat things which are 'hot' based...
nid to drink a lot of water and always rush to the toilet!!
cannot get near to ppl..they will say i pass to them...wtf...can transfer one meh fever??
cannot stay in a air cond room if not i will feel very fucking uncomfortable..
cannot eat JUNK FOOD!!! : Lays...i miss u much..=(..ruffles...miss u even more!!=((((
and can't slip late!!!* exmple..i was waiting for idol to online but then slip at the table at dunno wat time and in the end also dunno how i ended up in the bed!!


and i know wat makes me this way....3 days of drinking over excess liquor and alcohol drink!!!!
1st. at my uncle wedding...tat one i sure off ady...3 jugs of beer!! 7 bottle of wine!! dunno how many cup of champagnes and whisky ady...summore i felt embarresed talk to Idol...was damn drunk ady..simply sms ppl ady and tell them shit ady...sry to whoever i did this!!
2nd. it was on the mooncake festival...finish up a bottle of wine and half a bottle of bacardi apple..3rd. i was in KL and i bought half a dozen of beers to drink...i drank 5 bottles...and my dad juz 1...shit...i should stop drinking ady!! kns...

then i didnt slip much...i dun like to slip for a very very very long time one...dunno slip so long for wat..and bla bla bla...all the way to write la if u wanna write...and was soak in a bit of rain on the day to KLIA..>.<..*but i was happy to get there though~=)...the best decision i have done over the century..hahahaha..*




fever sux!!!!...sumone....help me...talk to me...im dying here...




oh i forget...no one cares...haha..=)