to my idol..=)

know tat u r nervous 1st day going class today...can't do much to make u calm but to ask u wat kind of roti u like to eat..

eventually it turned out to be quite cold..sry for tat..hope tat u r wearing ur jacket at that time being..=)

over here...as ur one and only fan..*at the moment =)*


IDOL-CHAN!!...GD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST ON UR 1ST DAY AT SCHOOL!!..

err...U'LL DO GREAT I BET NO WRS..I BRW U MY BRAVERY!!..


nah..*give bravery*..hope it helps..




remember to giv me bak k?..=)

Autumn in my heart.=(

its autumn over at bristol...haha..guessed u guys know how autumn look like rite?..all leaves turn brown and started to fall down...its beautiful...everyone said tat it only occurs in those 4 season countries rite?...well..u guys are wrong..there are autumn in Subang Jaya as well!!
























not bad rite?...hehe...but today when i was walking to class...the leaf have been swept away...bye bye autumn in subang...T-T

check this out..

was suppose to study then i came across this 2 websites..which will make u guys laugh like shit..

Explosm.net

ok a word of caution first: you can get VERY addicted to this site. It’s a site filled with super random/lame/funny comics and I usually spend hoursss reading them. oh they can be quite explicit also. 18sx wtf

HAHAHHAHAHAH

look at his face hahhahaa

..enjoy guys~=)

its my cousin...

omg...when i was online to ask my fren bout sumthing on the exams...i saw this...


well....let me explain everything..he is my cousin...his name is Dickson...well..as me as always..i always make fun of him calling him ..DIck-son...dicks..dicky...little dick and etc...

haha...well...i didnt even imagine he would use this nick in msn...omg...haha..it is juz soo funny...=P..

MASTER DICK everyone...he called himself..MASTER DICK!!...hahaha..should i feel sry cuz im not Master dick?...opps...sry for the sarcastination..haha..shit...i can't stop...hey...master...wat? DICK??hahaha....

sry couz...i juz can't tahan with u using this nick....hahaha....at least there's sumthing for me to laugh about b4 the mid-exam to cure my stress...thx for doing that..opps..another sarcasism bomb~....BOOM!!>.<...






ps: im a badddddd cousin...haha...=P

whee~=)

#Live my life around a picture
Taken when we met
Spending all of my time
Chasing your silhouette
For all we go through
I don't wanna change you
It's my mind running in reverse
Trying not to forget
Who we were
Where it's at
Here we go

And we break and we burn
And we turn it inside out
To take it back to the start
And through the rise and falling apart
We discover who we are#

Who We Are by Lifehouse





hey everyone..im up and awake!...haha...

to those i always tell wats wat..u guys should know...

to those who duno...i wanna say..


SEE!! i told'ja!!! i dun like to slip..haha..even i slip at 8 this morning...i wake up at 10.30..and now i can't slip anymore..tat's y Karen kip on saying...Slipping is a bliss..y dun wan slip more??..

seriously i dunno how to answer tat..juz..I dun really like to slip for a very long time?...haha...

hmm...everyone have been updating their blog recently..YY's, Frankie's and Karen's..and Frankie's bout Xin is nice! he put the bestest touch in everything...'Golden Finger'...haha...

Here, have a LOOK!!!!

well...i'll stop here...will blog more later when i got the time..

i can't go on lik this..

it has been the 3rd day ive slip at this kinda hour...i seriously dun feeel well...

rite now...my stomach not at it best state...i've been hugging it with my face drawn like a fucking idiot...like this..>.<...to slip...it hurts lik hell!!....

T-T....

shoulder pain like KNS!

shit...fell aslip on my table....wake up dunno y..juz wake up then saw xinchan name ady..haha...my shoulder was aching like shit!!!pain pain pain!!..T-T...



do anyone knows any good massuese? do i spell it write? dun k lar..wanna bang my whole body against the wall so the pain would fade...haha...


i like to bang the wall don't i?haha...

SPELL!!!

#The sky glows
I see it shining with my eyes closed
I hear your warnings but we both know
I'm gonna look at it again#

Dont't Wait by Dashboard Confessionals.





everyone...let me hear u spell Effffiiiccciiiennnncccyyy...haha....efficiency larr...


as u know...i've been saying i wanted to study for whole day...and im really sticking to it..its 5.30 in the morning...and i've been saying i wont slip for the nite...lets c how far can i go...

Efficiency...i mean me...aha..=.=..wat the hell...another lame post!! knS!!!...

b4 this..around 11 or 12 sumthing i was grasping for beer...tak boleh tahan larrr...so hot here..so walk to 7-11 alone and bought 2 bottle of beer...


pSStttTT~...Gulp,gulp...walao eh...damn nice weii!...nothing ever taste this better b4..haha..=)...

going to stop here and continue study...

only 2 word..

only two word to describe this moment.....






I M SOOO FUCKING HAPPY!!!!!!
WONT GOING TO SLIP ADY although 8 am class tomolo...
OMG...THX GOD!!!!

cured..

im cured!..

looks like the remedy is...knock ur head hard on the wall for 3 times and giv wishes to ur fren who are staying at UK..haha..

im goin sunway baby!!...c u guys soon...chaoz~=P

bleed it out..

#Too alarming now to talk about
Take your pictures down and shake it out
Truth or consequence, say it aloud
Use that evidence, race it around#

My Hero by Foo Fighters


FEVER!! Fucking FEVER!!!...wat the hell...ppl always say rain rain go away...they nvr say Fever Fever go away!!..shit...

still remember when i was young..to be exact..standard 1 ~form 4..always hope tat i willl get sick for lik everyday~ so can no nid to go for classes and watch movies and tv from home..

but look at my size..walao..how can get sick easily rite?..haha..Anti Body flowing out of me ady...TOO MUCH ANTI BODY!!!...juz kidding...i nvr get sick in a few years one i tell u..

then wat the fuck!! now i kena fever? wat the helll!!....its suffering when u r fever over here...no its not becuz no one look after u..and no its not becuz i dun get to go to class..its becuz the thing i have to go through is suffering!!

i nid to bring tissue around with me all the time....
i hate eating paracetamol...
i hate drinking warm water...
i hte cannot eat frieed food...
i hate cannot eat rice..
i hate cannot eat things which are 'hot' based...
nid to drink a lot of water and always rush to the toilet!!
cannot get near to ppl..they will say i pass to them...wtf...can transfer one meh fever??
cannot stay in a air cond room if not i will feel very fucking uncomfortable..
cannot eat JUNK FOOD!!! : Lays...i miss u much..=(..ruffles...miss u even more!!=((((
and can't slip late!!!* exmple..i was waiting for idol to online but then slip at the table at dunno wat time and in the end also dunno how i ended up in the bed!!


and i know wat makes me this way....3 days of drinking over excess liquor and alcohol drink!!!!
1st. at my uncle wedding...tat one i sure off ady...3 jugs of beer!! 7 bottle of wine!! dunno how many cup of champagnes and whisky ady...summore i felt embarresed talk to Idol...was damn drunk ady..simply sms ppl ady and tell them shit ady...sry to whoever i did this!!
2nd. it was on the mooncake festival...finish up a bottle of wine and half a bottle of bacardi apple..3rd. i was in KL and i bought half a dozen of beers to drink...i drank 5 bottles...and my dad juz 1...shit...i should stop drinking ady!! kns...

then i didnt slip much...i dun like to slip for a very very very long time one...dunno slip so long for wat..and bla bla bla...all the way to write la if u wanna write...and was soak in a bit of rain on the day to KLIA..>.<..*but i was happy to get there though~=)...the best decision i have done over the century..hahahaha..*




fever sux!!!!...sumone....help me...talk to me...im dying here...




oh i forget...no one cares...haha..=)

wake up from the dead..

#Looks like the holy ghost is gone
Now you're afraid of yourself
Over your shoulder you have to watch
Heaven fall into hell
Looks like your boat's about to sink
So it's time to prepare
Even the angels are losing sleep
And the sidewalks are bare#

Angel Losing Sleeps by Our Lady Peace



juz wake up...can't even slip well for the 3 hours tat i've slip...wats going wrong wit me?i dunno wat is happening..did i juz think too much? did i?

shit! i should juz shut the fuck up and dun care bout it anymore..feel like wanna be at home alone...turn on the music damn loud! listen to alll those fucking songs and make my life miserable..cuz tat's who i m i think...i always have a miserable life..well..not always...hehehe...

going to my father factory soon..wats going to happen there? wat the fuck....i dun wanna know!!

o to kee~~~

can't slip...wat should i do?..........




wait a minute...do wat?!?!




i also duno..hahaha...



lame+blur+idiotness+ stupidity = one and only me..=)

thx pa...thx ma..

from Xin=)

there's one more person joining the egg-throwing-flour-tossing-party yesterday....~*xinchan*~..hehe...here's the prove...=P




HAPPY BIRTHDAY LERR!!!!

emotional?? suck my dick!

i try to act tat im not tired...but indeed i m..i try to smile the best smiles i can show..but still there's sadness hanging in my lips..

tis is how i feel rite now.. my sis has came down to study here...everything is totally different now..everything changed..how i wish i was still the only one here..how i wish i still have tat freedom that no one will report bak to my parents..

all....GONE~

try to close my eyes and slip...but thoughts kip running in my head..matters of everyone around me..matters of me..all revolving around me..juz like the typhoon wind which is rite now blowing outside my house..it spins and spins and spins and it nvr stops.. how i wish i m that wind..i kip spinning and change the course to another place..run away from it all..

juz like the song from Midnight Hour - Running Away..

#And try, and try to understand me
And try to understand what I say when I say I can't stay
I, I'm moving on from this place
I'm leaving and I won't quit running away.

I'm running away.
I'm leaving this place.
Yeah, I'm running away.
I'm running away.#

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on another matter...happy birthday ah Lerr~~...we played egg and flour...ON HIM!!..haha...and my hands are all sticky and thx to Jin...my hair are all covered with the cake..smells sweet..>.<||.. Ur birthday coming k Jin!!!...haha...watch out for me!! they invited me to MOS this SAT..but i dunno whether can i make it or not..since i juz had a fight with my parents and plus they are coming down on that day for my relatives wedding dinner..oh, how i wish i can not to attend tat wedding dinner..everything changed since i came here..sigh..


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when i come bak from the egg-throwing-ppl-chasing-cake-smashing party for ah lerr i went bak home to take a shower..who knows!!! no water...AGAIN!!... i 4 8 tulan i tell u guys...but i still cant bear the feeling when i get bak to my room, i saw reggie is there and my sis is there as well but no one really pay attention to me...i was like another stranger in their lifes..

yea indeed, i require a lot of attention from my frens..i m tat kind of person...hate me?? dun mix with me then!!...i felt down..but still im still me no matter wat rite? i gave sophia a call and ask kok hong whether can i go over their house and take bath there..

i went over...no one talks to me...i know..they blame me for not celebrating Piz's birthday with them and celebrating with Karen's gang..i can choose rite?...i had my birthday dinner with piz..i treat her to eat tom yam...and i juz have fun with karen they all..i have 7 frens which has the same day on 12th of sept..

i turned down one of my closest fren which she came bak all the way from DUBAI to celebrate her 21st birthday to have dinner with Piz..im not making this matter big but i juz wan to let u know that no matter wat u guys are still very important in my heart..and i juz get all the fun from Karen's gang..i luv them as well...they are all my frens k?!

plus one more thing i felt irritated is...i know im not a clean freak...ok, ur thinking are damnnnn rational k? im not..im still childish...im dirty...talk bad about me all u wan..happy?

i had enuff of u saying im stupid..im idiot in front of everyone else!!

i had enuff of u pushing me all the time and say fuck u fuck u!!

i had enuff of u making fun of me with my girl's frens!!

i had enuff of all ur rational thinking k?...

im not a guy who flws the law like u... wats wrong playing egg in the park..yea its dirty and all but i had fun!! i wan my life to be filled with fun memories! is tat wrong? yea i admit, we were wrong in the first place for throwing eggs around shouting...but dun tell me u nvr did that b4 in ur LIFE!!..

if u nvr do that b4..im sooooooo sry to tell u that ur life sux!! i have frens in my life that cheers me up whenever i nid them...so no matter wat i always care for them and help them in anyway i can...life is about fun...y take it sooo seriously?? and thx for telling me all of the things in a veryyy sarcastic way...i felt sooo good when u say that...nvr felt better..thx for cheering me up dude..|..

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~do u know that im missing u??? yea it's u u know?!~

wat the hell!!...i know it ain't me...well..hope all the best to ya~...i have nothing more left to say anymore...juz let me rot in my own cradle and left me to die...thx for letting me knowing u...dying in this way is a pleasure~

suck!

life SUCK! when there's sumthing u have to do but u dun wan to!.. SUCK!!..

eat my skull!!

23.50 update!

news update ladies and gentlemen!...

was going bak to my hostel after buying sum 'stuff' from 7-11...sooooo ngam saw Karen and ying on my way out...and they saw my 'stuff'...=.=....its not mine!!!*finger-crossed*

thx JIN for the ride!!! and sry to the guys at the back!!...haha...i can't help it if im the biggest size k?haha...=)...have fun bringing the house down and make Jane go higghhhh~~~...haha...

effin guys!....eff = F

#A heart of gold
But it lost it's pride
Beautiful veins
And bloodshot eyes
I see your face
In another light

Why'd you have to go
And let it die#

Let it die by Foo Fighters


my fren ask me...he wans my help...'wei hao ar...wat to answer when a girl ask u...wat u like about her..?.'

i was like...wat the eff?!?!?! so i juz replied.....honesty is the best policy..haha...i know...honesty totally spoil the whole plan...believe me...if tat girl were to ask me...wat i like about her...i would tell her every single thing about wat i like about her....HONEST!!...result...they all freak out!..so...this guy sux...he go all around and talk cock to everyone...show off-ing around with this and tat...c'mon la man...u drive RGV only k? sumore buy 4th or 5th hand one...and i wan me to brw u money to buy it...sigh...now u wanna b a womanizer...yea u have the looks but do u think u could???huh?? do u think so..??muther effker...

tat guy tell me he slip with this gurl for like few month ady and yesterday when tat gurl ask him he dunno how to reply..i was freaking pissed!! tat gurl is there to study!! she trusted u!! she is soooo young...y u wanna do tat to her if u dun really love her!??!! i was sooo pissed...u r wayyyy worse than who u r b4 u know tat?...eff u man...seriously...fuck u!!go away and dun talk to me ever again...and for ur info....i already told this to everyone i know tat knows u!! erm...lets c...around 78 of ppl in my msn contacts??...u wanna get famed by fucking around????here u go....u get the fame!! and u get to fuck around..happy??? GOD BLESS U MOTHER FUCKERS!!!!




sry evryone who reads this blogs...i really hate those ppl who get involve in a relationship and ruins other ppl life...i know im over sensitive..but...beliff me...if u were me...u would kill this guy!!...he cheats! he thought he is cool and most of all....he talk cock all the time!!!! omg...


but...i've seen so muchhh ady..i mean this kind of ppl...sigh...hope tat one day thunder will struck u fuckers mind and u might wake up....but i wish u guys dun wake up....hangus terus terus better...=)....i m happy!!!

Karen's small and fun BIRTHDAY BASH!!=)

#I remember we were walking up to strawberry swing
I can't wait 'til the morning
Wouldn't wanna change a thing#

Strawberry Swing by Coldplay


today was Penang gurl Karen Tan burfday!!! scream gurl!!!!!..hahaha....hope u have fun yesterday at the playground..although the flour stick into ur eyes...felt so guilty at tat time...haha...but not for long lar...ur birthday ma...who cares..=P...juz kidding...hehe...

i was having a late dinner with Jeff and WJ at mama, eating porridge..weird...i ate sumthing at 5 pm and i still feel very very full wen eating the porridge...i didnt finish...=.=...stomach was like going to xplode ady...imagine my stomach explode.....what will happen? No IDEA!!...haha....

then Frankie shout at my name..funny thing was, jeff also Wei hao..haha...so when he shout, jeff and me look at him at the same time and whispers to us, who is he?..haha...then i walk towards him and saw ying and jin..ying invited me to join the celebration later on..i was totally agree with it...haha..long time didnt celebrate those classic surprise birthday celebration ady...all party i atend was bbq, party at the beach, dinner with family..*this was the lamest one..i appreciate u ask me to join ur dinner but ask more fren next time k not T....dun ask me to go alone...damn awkward...stupid T...but the dinner u mum cook was nice...haha..thx god u nvr read my blog!=)*

at 0.12am...ying called me and ask me to join them at the playground...haha...fun fun fun!!immediately..take the present run there ady..haha..but there was no one around..i was like kns lar...loh wei hao...u thought everyone also live so near as u har???....=.=...then i was standing there alone and wait for them to come...then there's a 4x4 approuching..woooooo...check check check...jian shern, ying,frankie,jin..and me!haha...saw the cake...omg..CHOCOLATE!!! we hide at a side and Frankie bright ideas was to tell Karen that we didnt prepare a cake for her and use the flower pot with sand and mud instead...haha...innovative...ACCEPTED!...

we were waiting for ah lerr to misscall ying and we hide at the back of the playground...omg..it was soooooo much fun though...light the candle, blow it again...light again...blow and light again...haha...cuz we were afraid that it might b too bright and the ppl walking towards us would notice..haha...

when frankie finish with his thing, we walk out and sing birthday songs for karen...haha...there was like...13 ppl present??not sure...there were 5 of us...and ah lerr, Karen, Jane, shyen? shen?haha...*sry*=P, giant, loong..and dunno the other girl name...haha...=P..*plenty of sry-ness!!*so...yea...it was like 13...i think~haha..

we play with flour and cola...the funny part was the cola...they were shaking it sooooo hard wanted the burfday girl to open itself and SPLASH kena her face on her own...haha..then who knows she was bz'ing wiping off the flour of her eyes and others was like, 'come lar...drink coke 1st..come come...kampai with jian shern lerr...he make this cake one wor...' but she was like wait wait!!my eyess!!!!!hahaha..we were like kip asking her to drink the coke that has been "shake it!'"...then not long after...can tell ah lerr can't tahan dy...he juz take the coke and SPLASH at all those around Karen..*lucky its not me..=D* and everyone run like crazy ady..u can hear scareming....ARGGGHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....all arounddddd the playground...wait not the playground...THE PARK!!...haha...i was laughing soooo hard...omg...so much fun...haha...

kesian tat penang girl la....her hair all flour mix with Coke, Flour, Water...u guys were missing sum secret ingredients...EGG!!....>.<..haha...if mix with egg...fuiyo~...mi hun kuih ady!...can cook and eat terus!...haha...*sry..i like to eat food tats y with my size..hhaha*

well...after group pic and oh ya!...there's police come kacau...c'mon la bang....org Birthday Bash syiok syiok mai kacau...but luckily juz like stop the car to scare us...too lazy to dragggg their ass come down from the car and take bribe from us...that's great la...haha...no one with IC or money also..haha...=)..

omg...it was sooooo much fun!!!!!!!!!!!!! how can i describe this feeling again....mmm....I CAN'T!!!! it's like FUN FUN FUN!!!...after tat few of us hang out at Silva and yamchar...thx to Penang Gurl to buy me ur cup of Limau Ais Krg Mns..haha..=P...arigatou gozaimasu~~....hope u have fun with this birthday!!=)...too bad i didnt take any pic...















p/s : my stupid internet sux!! cannot online for the whole night..stupid streamyx...if i live near that TM building u knw wat im gonna do??? im gonna buy a lot of liquors... throw at that building...start a fire and throw at it...omg...burn down better lar...save that spot for the 2nd twin or third tower better...useless piece of SHIT!!...

Excuse me for my attitude...try to express my ~be syiok-ness~ to the government...=)

now the old king is dead long live the king...

# Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I've set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
oh, let's go back to the start#

Clock by Coldplay.


dunno wat to write now...nothing can describe my feelings rite now...












IM HUNGRY!!!!!!!!!!! ima eat the whole house if i have to!!!......on second thought...juz the kitchen enuff ady...=P