how to?

this is going to be my 1st How-To...


How To cure clumsiness?

i have always been soooooooo clumsy...

i fell into the sea in Koh Samui and almost died of drowning, becuz of tat i spoiled my SLR..

i hit my head on the door countless times...

fell down easily, body tak balance....dunno y...

jumping down from a truck..straight down near the drain..=.=

so now...sumone....anyone...knows the cure to Un-Clumsy me?





ps: kylie, i dun wan juz stay at the bed larr....other suggestions?

the full stop .

went to subang from kulim around 11pm on 13 dec...

to pack my stuff bak from there...all the stuff...

me , yu lin and kechin...err...i mean Gama's gf...we went down together...thx for accompany me guys..

a lot of baddddd luck in our aura....damn sueyyy i tell u guys...

now my shoulder hurts!!

feel like RIPPING it OFF my body....damn diu...kah fai called..he is going to the states on Feb...

too bad can't meet up with him while he is at Penang...funny thing...he come up here yesterday while i go down...i come bak up here today juz to know he go bak down same time as well...=.=

dude...dun play with me larrr...haha...juz kidding...

but we laugh a lot...since high school till now...it has been such a long time since we last laugh until we shit our pants...


we post up more details story sooner...very tired and in bad-mood-mode....



xin : thx for cheering me up....time will change everything..=) u too...take good care of urself..

chen min : sry tat i didnt help u to finish up ur presentation...was too bz going down to KL and drive all the way bak here to kulim...i hope u understand...i m sooo sry...komenne..good luck to u anyway!!haha...

next up on gummy world!!!

rite now im still sitting outside Starbucks First World at Genting.

juz checked out..going to Koh Samui tomolo...wooo!!!


will update more...gtg...lunch time...chao guys!!!






ur shiny moon will be great!!!

seng kehng...=.=..

RANDOM POST:

stupid bugger....ur name also type wrong in buying air ticket...

good lar...buy one more bak to brunei...another 300++...

=.=.....

operation make me drunk!!! fail...

not in the good mood...have a sudden urge wanna make myself drunk...

mix 70% malibu with 30% coke...3 cups....nothing happens..

reggie wakes up, scares me, she mix malibu,bacardi and sum coke...she turn red and went to bed instantly after one cup...

i continue drinks the 4th,6th,7th cup....same thing...nothing happen, but this time mix with bacardi...it doesnt taste good...juz hope it makes me drunk...still nothing happen...

i really nid a companion to drink with me rite now..not in a good mood...T-T...but i know...who am i to ask sumone to drink with me rite?...


anyway, anyone sees these between 3~6 am on 23rd august...pls talk to me on msn..i really nid sumone to talk to...=(

ur companion would be greatly appreciated...

damn...fuck my life!! almost finish the whole thing still cannot get drunk..wat la u!!!!

komenasai..

to my dad:

dad...im sry tat this thing happens...i always wonder why am i such an idiot...

i accept the fact that everything i did is all my fault..

i m sry, i dunno how to tell u face to face and being honest all the time...cuz its my problem..im the one who started all this and i can't just ask for ur help again...its all my fault for trusting frens too much..

as ur son, i nvr made u proud in anyway..and im so sry for tat..in front of ur frens..in front of anyone...among all of the cousins..im always the laziest and the dumbest of all...and the most rebellious of all..

all i ever giv to u is trouble and more trouble...im a pest!

and im so sry that I LIED!



T-T...

happy birthday to me!

guess wat...its my 20th birthday today....nov 3rd...

always to me, i hope it will b different...

i shouldn't ask much...at least there are still a few those tat are still cared...

and there are others who is bz or dun even give a fucking damn time to care..

wat the fuck....i shouldnt ask much rite?haha..i dun...i really dun...to me, i juz wan my fren and family members to be by my side...and it did happen...

my primary and secondary frens came to my house...and they bought me a cake and we drank...and drank...

juz dunno how to tell them how happy i felt..but i felt sry to make Vincent and Carlyn vormit and drunk though...
'Je suis désolé....'


i get my first present..which is a Starbucks cup...little confession:
i stole one cup from starbucks b4, 2 to be exact...gave 1 away to Krystal..haha..
so this make it the 2nd starbucks cup..


they giv me this cup for a reason...drink more coffee and not alcoholic drinks...all i can say is...

I LUV IT!! thx guys...

its the most expensive gift that i ever received...=)











last but not least...sengit chu ka ha mida..........haha...i know how to say but dunno how to spell....stupidd....=.=....

i wanna eat!!!!!! SUBWAY!!! SAVE ME~~~~~

im so hungry now...dunno y...mayb its becuz I DIDNT EAT ANYTHING FOR MY DINNER BUT JUZ A CUP OF COFFEE!!!...


idiota signore wei hao!!!

diu...

but now i feel like eating subway...subway meltz...not A foot long...but 10000000 Foot long!!

its as long as the twin tower and i dare u guys...i will finish it rite now!! at this moment..!!

ok lar...mayb tomolo morning and not now...haha

this is wat my mind was thinking...subway subway subway subway.........here is all the pics tat is appearing inside my mind...the mustard...the ham...and all those vege's...omg....shit....



going bak penang tomolo...happy!! was thinking of tabao 2 subway meltzz bak home...omg...eating on the bus...sure got a lot of ppl envy me...muahahaha...!!

but as a good person...im not going to do tat lar...shit...stop talking i wanna eat now!!!! envy those who can eat now...y subway dun wan open 24 hours ler??y??

lets do the calculation, subway meltz is 23 sumthing...round it up make it rm 24.

24+24+ stupid fucking tax+ all those stupid hidden charges= rm100??haha...my math not tat bad...

its around rm50++ i think...wat the hell..but tats for my breakfast and lunch...sigh...im really really starving now...damn...

My Bucket List

#Any type of love - it will be shown,
like every single tree reach for the sky.
If you're gonna fall,
I'll let you know,
that I will pick you up
like you for I,
I felt this thing,
I can't replace.
Where everyone was working for this goal.
Where all the children left without a trace,
only to come back, as pure as gold,
To recite this all#

The Adventure by Angels and Airwaves/AVA

was thinking to discuss bout this topic long ago but then kip forgetting on and on...well, part of it is not forgetting but then more like lazy?haha...lazy shit i am..yup!

ok, for those who don't know what a bucket list is well, its a list of things which u wanna do b4 u die,dead,死ぬ,Sterben,mourir,死亡,kuolla(die in Fin. look like koala dun u think, how does sumthing so cute become the symbol of death!?! that's not even fair for sumthing as cute as koala to bare with that freakin' word!!! tat's cruel, but basically that's wat men does..cruelty.......)

anyway..i like extreme sports..yes...like to do stupid and crazy stuff...yup tat's me!...so here goes my bucket list...~

Bucket List!Bucket List!Bucket List!Bucket List!Bucket List!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~ Rock Climb *indoor rock climb tat is, will go for outdoors whenever i can!*

~ Bungee Jump *will do it in my Koh Samui Backpack trip this December*

~ Sky Diving *Plan to do it at Dubai for my next year Backpack visit=)*

~ Get good results

~ Own a car

~ Find someone i Love, a girl...my future gf to be exact..haha...*shy*

~ Make -=*[M] Club*=- a success!

~ Visit all of my friends who is at oversea right now, that is : Brunei, Dubai, UK, France, the States*ofcourse=P*, Philipines, Indonesia, there's one in Brazil but not tat close though..haha..

~ Japan, Korea, Brazil, Taiwan is a must!...

~ Wanna do Volunteer work at South Africa. to help those who r in nid.

~ Climb mount Kota Kinabalu. *cyrus...wait for ur reply..=)*

~ Sponser a poor Kid to study. *juz did few days ago..=), hey im a dad now!!*

~ Make my frens happy...* always fail to do that, im useless..=(, sr xinchan, sry wen jie, sry sophia, sry jeff, sry lin, sry vincent, sry KF, sry those ADPians...im so sry...everyone...for being a failure...

well..this is until now...my bucket list...i mean in my mind..will add on more when im done!!hehe...=), wats ur Bucket list...when u guys add one let me know..i wanna check it out and we can do sum together...agree?

one more request: who wanna join me for the rock climbing thing?im juz a amateur.. and to visit those places...pls let me know..i like to go with a few frens..and not alone..

Camp 5!!!

#If I told you things I did before
Told you how I used to be
Would you go along with someone like me
If you knew my story word for word
Had all of my history
Would you go along with someone like me#

Young Folks by Peter Bjorn and John

Went to Rock Climbing with friends few days ago...and let me tell u sumthing, it is by far the greatest experiance in my life...

i juz realize, that this rock climbing thing is my new hobby or how would i put it this way, a sport which i like to do more...too bad i dun take much picture though...

5 of us rock climb, KK, Cyrus, Ah Tiang, ZM and me! me and ZM were the fastest..haha..KK and Cyrus too old ady cannot climb too many walls, i climbed 10 walls and fail the last 2 cuz at that time, my hand was practically cramp up..cant't use anymore energy...luckily i did gym and do sports..

but in the end concluded the reasons y i climb faster than anyone else...cuz i live in kampung for 20 years ady, been climb trees to pluck coconuts, rambutan,manggis, langsat, mango and lots more...haha...well, at least i had the basic...but this was much more different..it is way more higher and way more extreme!! the normal being 8 metre tall and the tallest....i dunno 20 sumthing?? i climbed the 12 meter one...haha..

for once in my life im so sure about sumthing....tat's to join this club immediately, not becuz its fun, but becuz its interesting, i kip on trying and trying until my hands are really shaking and i couldn't even open the bottle cap, then i stop...it was wat i luv doing...Extreme sports!!

Thx guys for having fun with me...but too bad Cammy didnt join us though....too busy talking on her cell...haha...we pay $45 for 1 hour but we played for more than 2 hours...haha...so all in all it was worth it..the club was not for the money, it was to get more ppl to interest in the club..and they did a good job of bringing me to join it...haha...

these are the terrains in the camp, i wanna climb them all!!


the brochure~that's how the pros do it!


from left to right, Cyrus,Cammy,Ah Tiang, KK and ZM...

the center of the wall is the hardest part to climb cuz it requires the most body energy, and it is which i failed and the only one to try among us group..

the 12 metre wall...nice nice nice!!

the wall is tall, and its fun, the part where the girl trying out is the most easiest part..i OWNED it...haha...call me sai lou....=P

KK, my instructor and me...forget his name, but syu? su? haha...totally forgot..sry, cuz i call him bro or dude...haha...


Updates : his name is Syazuan..Syaz, man...haha....


last question.......who wanna go with me? i m tired of doing all of this alone over and over again...T-T...

acknowledge me pls..='(

#I've never been so happy to see a photograph of me
then when graced with your company.
You're making a small change to the way
that you wear your heart.
I like it better...I like it... I like it better now#

Photograph by The Starting Line

The thought of forgetting u kips ringing in my head...and no..it dun juz stop ringing..it goes on and on..and may u know how suffering tat is...

always beliff that i have the ability to make a change..at least a chance to try it out..but all turns out to be failure that i have to pick up and put it in a bin called "LIFE"

i always know that my heart is fragile, but nvr know that it is this strong to take this blow..and its not only once..not twice, its definitely more than tat..but wat can i do?

according to wat they say, im not ur cup of tea or as i would put it this way... u r tat can of Coke which i wanted to have but i juz can't..

i always try my best to be there for u whenever u nidded sumone..but all that have gone to waste i think...

all of my waiting
all of my anticipation
all of my feelings towards u..

all drained to the bottom of the dark and long pithole, nvr having a chance to come bak up..

am i seriously tat useless and bad that i dun even deserve the chance to do wat i wanted to do? and that is to show u my true feelings and my care for u..and most of all, how deep in love i m towards u..

yes...im in love with u and u dun noe it..or mayb u r but u deny it..

let me know ur despair and i will try my best to find hope and faith to u..
let me know that at least u r in nid of me...i m at least a person who u nidded and not sumone u use to entertain when u needed..
let me know that u think of me b4 juz tat little tiny little bit in ur life...
juz a little bit of that would enuff to power me to achieve the unachiveable for u..yes..just for Y.O.U.

tired of I.....A!!!

#Catch your breath,
Hit the wall,
Scream out loud,
As you start to crawl Back in your cage
The only place
Where they will Leave you alone. #

Simon by Lifehouse


at last!!...waited for so long......juz now was waiting for blogger to finish update their server..BLOGGER IS NOT DEAD PPL!!



few days it has been i didnt blog about anything at all..my life has been a bore i think...

there's good news though, Jen is back!! from Dubai...and yes im going to meet up with her..miss her so much..

she told me about it yesterday when her flight to NY got cancelled and she decided to come bak for a week and im so happy about it..she complaint about her bf Aqee, she told me he dun wan to spend time with her as his cousin is at home and dun wanna go out...

i was like 'wat the fuckkkk'?? so i tell her..if he didnt pick her up from the airport at 3pm today(23rd Oct) , she have to break up with him and i will personally take a cab to fetch her and hang out with me till the rest of the day..and she said its a deal!haha.

damn u Jen...played with Aqee feelings...anyway i called her around 3.30...and guessed wat..

'wei hao...!! i tgh shopping ngan Aqee kat jusco near Seri Kembangan..'

HAHA!! guessed u dun have the guts to say 'sayonara anata' to Aqee huh?haha...poor Jen....hate that u love him huh?hehe.. This is jen btw~


i've been sneezing lik hell lately..its like a rifle , juz tat its not bullet that it is shooting, its sneezes!!hell man...its very very difficult to breath imagine sneezing every 5 sec for like...3 hours and off then on again!!

its like i have a on off switch on my sneezing ability...sneezing mode: freaking ON!!!

and thx to Idol for sending me 2 songs which is sooo nice..juz to let u know, i listen to it to slip...haha..without tat dunno how to slip also...sigh..

INSOMNIA ppl...u guys know wats tat??..its like 8 words and it started off with I and ends with A...ok..lame joke attempt...
technically i've been staying up till 5 am and wake up at 11 am the next day and yes 7.30 if my class is at 8 in the morning...and i m freaking tired after the class..not during...but after..weird huh?

luckily theres still those from the states and other to kip me company, here's a list of ppl i wanna thx to for keeping me awake by chatting with me..

Jullian, Jen, Katie, Yu Lin, Vincent, Idol*i know u r bz sry for bothering=P*, Joel, Zack, and Mei Foong for testing ur limits and though u feel aslip at 3.14am...haha...thx u guys a lot!!...

dunno wat to do without u guys...sure staring at the monitor doing nothing...=.=

There's a lot more to say but i notice i write too much in this post!! and as normall...no one looks at post which is soooooooooo damnnnnnnn fuckingggggggggggg longgggggggggggg!!!!

am i rite?? kk then, i'll stop here...=)

~au revoir tout le monde~

Bad news!!!

There's bad news over at Ontario, Canada...for Them tat is...


who is the 'THEM" u ask me?..haha...they are Avril Lavigne and SUM 41 lead singer Deryck Whibley......YUP!! u heard me rite...seems like there are crack in their relationship cuz Avril has been travelling alot and Deryck feels bored of this life and started out clubbing,partying and flirting with other girls...

dun believe me??check out this web from celebrity blogger Zack Taylor.. at this page.

other sources claim Avril Lavigne's marriage to Sum 41 rocker, Deryck Whibley may be ending due to their recent separation caused by her world tour...

As for what our other source had to say about Avril & Deryck,

"They have been growing apart for months - Deryck isn't motivated anymore in his life and has resorted to partying and flirting with other girls. They both have grown apart since she left on her world tour... They even stopped calling each other for a few days!!"

Hope everything is alrite with them...lets pray...and let they kip rocking on!!!!

stupid stuff outside ADP building..=.=

check me out..=)


okok...me and a few of my frens were walking pass the ADP and i said lets go through the Ring..and they were like:'siaw ar..in the middle of the day in the middle of the road..'

and tat's wat i did...haha...u guys should try it...its fun! and at the side they are quite ppl looking cuz they juz finish their class...

sigh...i luv doing crazy things..=)

i'll go slip now ah ma!!=)

ok..tis is going to be a short post be4 me going to my bed and slip like a.........person who is slipping at 4.30 in the morning..=P..duh..

there's this nice hearted ah ma urge me to slip although she is not rite here...she is such a wonderful person.. lets count how many times she urge me to slip k? well...

one.
two.
three.
four.

u r such a nice person...serious...u make me wanna go to slip..haha..

everyone..ah ma is my idol k?..for sure listen to her one ma...


p/s: no hard feelings ar...its juz i felt so happy sumone cared for me lik dat..haha...thx..=)


Dreams I Eager or D.I.E.
---> collect campus hoodie all over the world!!...or juz those which are nice...hehe..=)

fuckingwanttogetmyhandonthosenewmacbooks!!

WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!
WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!




the new macbook is out!!!! today!!!

i wan to get my hands on those!!


T-T...i hate u steve jobs!!!

will continue this post tomolo or sum other time cuz....

now i feel so sad..and i think i have a disease..

fucking-want-to-get-my-hand-on-those-new-macbooks.

fuckingwanttogetmyhandonthosenewmacbooks...

long name for a disease huh?haha...

controlled..

#Oh baby don't you know I suffer?
Oh baby can't you hear me moan?
You caught me under false pretences
How long before you let me go?#

Supermassive Blackhole by MUSE

having sumone staying together in a room with u its not easy..for instance...i stay in a room with my cousin sis and now...my sister...

she juz enrol in INTI college..and becuz the house that she rent is not available till next year..and her semester finish at this end of the month..and so she have to stay at my room for one month..

being a guy, i like staying with my gf, with another cousin bro or another fren which is a male..i mean sharing a room..no problem..its cool..u mind ur business i mind mine rite?...

with my cousin sis and sis...lets call them R & J..its the same...u mind ur business i mind mine rite?? WRONG!!

they r in control people!! they control all the things around the room..!!

WEI HAO!! dun hang ur shirt on the chair..*FYI, Its my chair..=.=*

WEI HAO!! go throw the rubbish..

WEI HAO!! faster go bath!!!

WEI HAO!! go and find me a rich bf which i can mate with and live the rest of my life happily ever after!!........




juz kidding bout the last one..haha..they are already taken..anyway..

i juz dun like being control by ppl all the time...like recently..i dun wanna eat dinner or lunch or breakfast cuz seriously i juz dun feel hungry at all..and they went out and make sure they tabao sumthing for me and force me to eat..and by force i dun mean spoonfed...i mean they would stares at u with their angry eye..make a fist with their hands...and ask u furiously...'you going to eat tat shit or not!???'...

and in my mind goes like this: ' oh damn, im gonna finish this shit!'=.=..

dang guys...giv me a break!! i dun wanna eat which means i dun wan!!...=(...

btw, everyone knows me well know i lik to listen to music all the time...all the time means playing the music while im in the room no matter wat im doing..

now here come the control part..R & J would come and say:'wei...use earphone can or not!'

and since im such a gentlemen-since-birth guy...i pause my music and plug in my earphone..shit...freedom-ness gone!..

if it used to be my cousins sis its ok..cuz she work at Air Asia..so she is not always at home..i can turn on the music when i wanted to..now in the picture pops out my sis..and my sis dun really go out all the time..she tabao her lunch,dinner bak home and seldom eat outside..

so i cannot listen to my music when she watch her drama, chat with her so called 'fren' on the phone, doing hw...even slipping also cannot!! cuz she dun like the kind of genre that i m listening...

its 4 in the morning now...i feel like turn the music to the loudest!!! and jump up and down with my guitar smasing the floor!!...yea..

IM ALIVE BABY!!!I'M FUCKING ALIVE!!!

Macbook : Edited!!!

#But there's no blame for how our love did slowly fade,
And now that it's gone, it's like it wasn't there at all
And here I rest where disappointment and regret collide
Lying awake at night#

Title and Registration by Death Cab for Cutie.



well..basically..bz-ing edit my macbook...hmmm...one of the features which i like bout macbook...stable and editable..unlike windows...sux...haha..*sry to everyone whose using windows out there*

well to compare:~

Mac is much more faster than windows..i can open 10 different programmes at once and wont hang or slow down..

it is not that easy to get infected by stupid adware or viruses..thx to mac for not supporting EXE.files..

it is damn user friendly..and seriously..if u guys do have the opportunity to change a laptop..i strongly urge u guys to change to Mac..

the rumors are true..once u changed to Mac u wont be turning back! and now im living happily with my mac..!! whee~

ok...bak to reality...i did a few changes to my Macbook..i change the wallpaper..not tat silver black thing anymore..now it look lik this..
nice eh?hehehe...me lub lub also maaa...haha..

i use Adium X for my msn...i used mercury b4..but it is not as editable as Adium..*walao...everything i also lik to edit one hor?*

this is how its look like now...

the contact list is specially edited by urs truly..me..haha...and almost everyone knows that i luvvvv green...go green!so i mix green with a little touch of orange on my chat room..




enlarge version of the chat room..^^
this is how my contact list looks lik after i edited it...the clouds mean their statuses..
Red = bz
Green = Available
Yellow = Idle/Away
and of cuz the X = offline/invisible
so u guys can c...there's only very few ppl online...sigh...if normal peak hours...it can go up to 80++...haha...*show off..=P*

one more thing to add on...hehe...this one i lurve also...i put on this applications calle iCursor..the programme can change my normal looking cursor having tail-lights thingy chasing after it...or flwing it...i choose bubble over all those selections...

they have variety to choose from,

1)comet
2)snow
3)balls
4)meteor
5)Smoke
and so on and so forth...i choose bubble cuz it is bubble and it makes me wanna pop them..here is the pic with all the bubbles...=)might too small to see but agak-agak can tell there's bubble lar rite? omg...i juz cannot tahan those bubbles..wanna poke them one by one...or blow them..haha..i shake my mouse hard enuff there will be more bubbles coming out from that cursor's ass!! more!!more!!more!!!!

wait a minute...i wont stop there...hahaha...i change my Adium from a silly duck which look like this..

to....
KENNY!!!! FYI, he is from southpark!!one of my favourites!

wait wait...havent end here...from Kenny i change it to...
CARTMAN!!!hahahaha....omg..juz can't get enuff of southpark...

and from Cartman i change it to...
HOMER SIMPSON!!!...haha...cartoons cartoons...
not only cartoons that i added...i also added....
Jack from Nightmare Before Christmas

Kid from the band RADIOHEAD!!
MM!! Marilyn Manson...hahaha...i know u guys hate him but i like his song..one more one more..

V!!...sigh..i can kip on going and create my own little creature..haha..sooo fun to play with...



but...sigh...too bad u guys not using Mac also...sien..k now...its 4.15 in the morning liaw...i stop here 1st k?hehe...i'll find sum time to update more on how much i edited my macbook...


omg...i luv this macbook!!!!!!!! wonder wat i can do with Macbook Pro....*dozing offffff*

its balls!!! not cock...hahahaa...

saw this post by a blogger...jun-jun riko..=)

**********Facts of Life***********

1. Women are made to be chefs in the kitchen, maid in the living room, and a whore in bed.
2. J.Co's long queue is not because of the high demands of it's donuts, but because of the incompetent workers they hired.
3. A dictionary is not for display.
4. What makes a man are his balls, not his cock.

hahhaha...i totally agree with her...god damn it...i have balls...do u?=P

stupid post...bli bla blo bleeeerrrkkkkk~=.=

#At times life is wicked and I just can't
see the light
A silver lining sometimes isn't enough
To make some wrongs seem right
Whatever life brings
I've been through everything
And now I'm on my knees again

But I know I must go on
Although I'm hurt I must be strong
Because inside I know that many
feel this way#

Don't Stop Dancing by Creed


'They say i hid it well, but more than nvr...i juz didnt talk about it no one would even notice then im going to die soon'

im gonna change my life everyone!!

and im gonna do it within a snap..*snap*

starting now onwards...im a change man...not tat lifeless son of a bitch anymore..

im going to be spontanous like i used to!!!

wtf!!! i can run y not run...i can jump y not jump..

i can study y not study..i can mix with other frens y not mix?

now i have stay in for weeks now thinking about my problem now i know...wat i suppose to do..

but...........

im a bit afraid...how m i going to do tat?

the sky is blue today..smile more ppl=)

#In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry#

Cry by Mandy Moore.

there was once i watch this movie..it says..

'Love is always patient and kind,
It was never Jealous.

Love is never boastful nor concided,
Its never rude or selfish.

It does not take offense and
it is not resentful,

Love takes no pleasure in other people sins,
but the lights and the truth.

It is always ready to excuse, to trust,
to hope and to endure whatever comes.'

haha...well..it up to u guys to figure out wat tat means..cuz until now..i still dun understand love..

but personally i do think that love has a lot of versions and depends on how people feels about each other. no matter what other ppl thinks concerning them both.

thats what i think.


tell me what u guys think?...teach me how to love and wats love...

Surreal But Nice..

i know i know...i've been an late bug...its been how many? ten years since the movie came out and top the boards and i just watch it now..but clearly..it was worth to top the boards..its sooooo wonderfully nice!!

i luv Julia Roberts...and i like Hugh Grant..haha...

below is a part of a script which i copied from listening to wat they say and i luv this part in particular when William knows Anna is shooting a film in England and pays her a visit at the scene. but when she put on the microphone while the movie is going to be shoot, he overheard that Anna telling another actor that William is just an ordinary fren who just pay a visit. William turn emo straight away and walk away from the set.

then the next day, Anna went to William travel book store and look for him, and tat's when the conversation strikes below..

*guys....pls...i use quite a lot of time to write this down..pls read wat they converse cuz i find it very meaningful..hehe..thx=)*

Martin : Err..i..i do hate to disturb you while you are cooking your books but there's a..there's a delivery for you.

William : *Stares* Martin really..can't you just do it yourself?

Martin : nnn...bbbbutt this is not for the shop, this is for you.

William : Right, okie. *big sigh*. Really, if i have employ a wood rag, do i have to pay it as much as i pay you?

*Walk out the room, saw Anna standing*

Anna : Hi.

William : Hello.

Anna : You disappeared.

William : Yea..yea...erm...i have to leave, i don't want to disturb you.

Anna : How have you been?

William : Fine..fine...everything much the same though but if there's a change at all, Spike and I would get married immediately.

Anna : *awkward laugh*

William : Where's you i, watch in wonder, your work is glory..

Anna : No..nono...its all nonsense believe me. I have no idea how much nonsense it was but nonsense all is...well..erm..yesterday was our last day of filming so i'm leaving..but..erm...i brought this for you from home..so i thought of give it to you.

William : Thank you, shall i.

Anna : Oh no, don't open it now i'll be embarrassed.

William : Thank you, well I don't know what it is for but thanks anyway.

Anna : Actually, i had it in my apartment and i thought ..but when i came to it i didn't know how to call having behave so badly..twice..so its..its just been sitting in the hotel. then you came..i figured that the thing is..the thing is...

William : What? What is the thing?
*someone walk in the store*
*to that guy* Don't even think about it, go away immediately. go away.
*back to Anna* You were saying?

Anna : yes. i have to go away to say, but i..wondered if i didn't, whether you might let me see you a little or a lot maybe...see if you could like me again.

William : But yesterday that actors asked you who i was and you just dismissed me right away..i heard..i have a microphone.

Anna : What you expect me to tell the truth about my life in a discreet humanity?

* finish talking on the phone with mum*

William : Sorry.

Anna : Its fine..its always a pause when a jury goes out to consult their verdict.

William : Anna look, im a fairly in loved blook, not often in and out of love, but a... can i just say no to your final request?

Anna : Yes. fine. of course i..of course....well i just be going, erm but its nice to see you.

William : The thing is, with you i'm in real danger, its seems like a perfect situation..a part from that foul temper of yours, but my relatively in experience heart would i fear not recover..err if i was once again cast aside as i would absolutely expect to be, there's just too many pictures of you, too many films, you know you go and i'll be well buggered.

Anna : That really is real now is it?

William : I live in Notting Hill, you lived in Beverly hills, everyone in the world knows who you are. My mother has trouble remembering my name.

Anna : All right, fine..Good decision...good decision......the fame thing isn't really real, you know? And don't forget, most i am just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her...

Anna : Good bye *kiss William on the cheek and leave*

William : *Stares on as she leaves the bookshop sadly*



i know...its long rite?..i also dunno y i have this kind of time to do this kind of things...sigh..i will get bak to study once i finish off this post...but i like this part larr..but not only this part but also the end part where William rush to the press conference and ask her those question but i know if i continue to do tat part of convo i rather stop stop studying and go to do sumthing better..haha...lame life i have...sigh...

well..i really do hope u guys take a time off and watch that movie..it is well recommended..simple love story happen in Notting Hill..=)

dedicated to Leon Tan.K.K.

#Green trees were the first sign
The deepest blue, the clearest sky
The silence came with the brightest eyes
And turned water into wine
The children ran to see
The parents stood in disbelief
And those who knew braced for the ride
The earth itself then came alive to say#

A Little's Enough by Angels and Airwaves

this entry is totally dedicated to KK..haha..everyone is wondering whether u r still single and available or u r taken by Tracy?..haha..

i did this juz for the sake of fun...well..i always do everything for fun..everyone has post up the same PM since tat day u posted u r in a relationship with Tracy..haha...curiousity fills up all our mind..hehe..

this is from Claire..ur own sis..asking whether is Tracy her bro's wife?haha...


from fun fu, asking are u still single..are u?


from wen jie, sry bout the display pic..haha...drew myself=P, are u 2 together?


lastly from me, r u still single?!


tell tell tell!!!reveal the truth!!!

Sophia : Guest Blogger.=)

"We are young, heartache to heartache we stand
No promises, no demands
Love is a battlefield.
We are strong, no one can tell us were wrong
Searchin our hearts for so long, both of us knowing
Love is a battlefield."
- Love is a battlefield- Holly Knight



this emptiness i feel is undoubtedly genuine.. i miss you, three words to describe these feelings, but so much beyond understanding for the average mind.. everything i see reminds me of you, the past on the streets we used to walk, the future on what could make you smile.. the present time, on the anticipation to see you, even for a little while, strengthens me. it will be morning soon, and when i hear the birds sing a happy tune and i hope for just a moment.. you knew how i felt, with no one to judge, and you will keep safe, whatever you're doing...



-this post is written from a best fren of mine-Sophia.


appreciate wat she wrote to me. and she say she wanted to be my guest blogger and i say, hey tat's a good idea, lets do tat..

she wrote it and save it as a draft. and send it to me centuries later...haha..juz kidding..

tat's wat she wrote..and sumtimes wat she wrote is a bit complicated cuz she is a very complex Woman!!haha...

thx babe~here...post an funny pic of urs...haha...

p/s: to make sure u guys dun misunderstood, she wrote this blog post its for me on how i feel at tat particular period of time. its not how she felt about me!..haha..its how i feel and she try to write it out...k?hehe...comprende mamasita's?hehe..

mayday! mayday! food engine down! nid reinforcement..=.=

#Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
Cause two can keep a secret
If one of them is dead…

Look into my eyes
Now you're getting sleepy
Are you hypnotized
By secrets that you're keeping?
I know what you're keeping I know what you're keeping#

Secret by The Pierces

tired to think of anything..feel like life is meaningless without frens by ur side...online msn...saw 70++ ppl online but everyone is bz..or away..wat for online lik dat?..

remember back then...chat until my hand go numb..but now..everything change liaw...ppl do change always..and hope tat everyone have changed towards the better-ness.

talked to Mike while at Pavillion juz now afternoon..im going to do it Mike!...i m..and i bet u can too...i have to achieve it b4 December..by then i'll go over there and u bring me around with ur new C-Class with AMG bodykits k?hahaha..tat guy is nice and funny..

bought a COOL FEET for my macbook..used to hang it with a 'brain'..now my macbook have 4 proper leg liaw..aww...so cool..haha...i only have 2 nia...

then bought a pendrive today...i nvr had a proper pendrive..either its my fren one or i pick it up at FTZ...i pick up few at FTZ b4..and its free..shhh...dun tell anyone..and it spoiled easily..kns..things nvr last for sure..Toshiba -8gb.rm60 only..cheap..i choose it over Kingston cuz the colour match with my white macbook..

i saw this post the other day..they repaint all the macbook in a total red colour..and omg does it loookkkkk nice..i wish i can paint green all over my mac..or red...or even other colour...but tat only available in the states..

its gorgeous ain't it?check out the website. click here.


Leena..can u pay for the paintjob and i post my macbook over for ya at Chicago? i'll treat u better k?haha...nah..juz kidding..but it look nice with those colour on though..

and on the other news..class starts this tuesday..cuz i dun have class on mondays..haha..it had been a great holiday though...travel around with the bestest companion u can find.*yes im talking bout u karen=)*

even though during the holidays, subang is totally dead..but the thing tat kips the pulse beeping is those ppl who r around me...Sophia, WJ, LF. and those over at the states..u guys juz cheer me up by skyping all the time with me...i seriously miss u guys sooooo sooo sooo much..T-T..

and to Jomay and Tabao*akhem*, Peter who are starting their new life in Leeds, all the best and take good care of u guys there..but u guys seems fine cuz Jomay told me Leeds is much much more better than Bristol..wish to go there next year though..and i will go!

well, tat pretty sums up wat i wanna talk about...skipped those borin' parts..skipped my dinner for this, cuz..food engine dun feel well, and ate a lot juz now..damn..=.=..

This is Jack!...nice guy..we should hang out more man..Jovienne make up for clubbing at the back!chio!

im hibernating with my moo in my hands..

Call me Robo-Reggie.or Robo-Plasma!haha..

the Cool Feet i bought few days ago..for my mac!

see! see! the pose for my mac..cheh cheh..got leg then can post like dat liaw..born-to-be-model..haha..

the 'brain' that i use when i dun have the legs for my mac..brain..R.I.P.