scorpio...bad?

SCORPIO (The Addict)
EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent Very Sexy Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring.


Oh my..always wondered...will they be any bad things about it in all those quiz? every quiz seems only talking about the good stuff of u...damn it!

puked!

met a new fren few days ago...Hi Pauline..hehe..she is a retired teacher from the States..and stay here juz plainly to relaxed and learn culture...she has 2 daughter i think...and a granddaughter juz like my age..haha...*intro me larrr>.<*

anyway..all of them are at the states and they will visit her at the end of the year..if im lucky enuff i get to meet more ppl this way..hehe...

was swiming yesterday...b4 tat i was having a cup of coffee and sum nuts..and stupid me went to swim 5~10 mins after i had everything stuffed into my stomach..=.=..if was juz laying at the pool its ok..but NOO...i have to act macho enuff to swim 4 rounds at 1 go...i nvr know i have tat kind of good stamina...4 FREAKING ROUNDS!! wat got into me?!

then terus...i dun feel good anymore..crazy...which idiot swim riteaway after having meals stuffed into their stomach? stupid!

stay at the pool to calm myself down so tat i can feel better for like 20 mins...juz sit there and hoping i wont puke...i wont puke!!

here's the thing..i did puke b4 while swimming..a lot of times! and everytime happens becuz i stuff shit into my stomach and swim like hell...remember once..was eating those fried creamcakes with onions..and went swimming at the swimming club 30 mins after..drive there, change and jump terus terus..wat an IDIOT!!

beguai i vormit in the end lar...inside the toilet...luckily its 7 in the morning and no one was there to witness tat crazy-stupid moment...urrghhh!! anyway...sitting there for 20 mins doesn't helps at all..mayb becuz staying inside the water made the pressure inside my body feels so tight..>.<...making me feel like puking even more..GDI!!

so..i drink plenty of water..went back apartment lar ofcuz...i m not tat stupid until i have to settle with the pool water...=.=...and i juz lay down after tat...feel sooo much better...and the fried rice tat my grandma cook...wow...sugoi!!! best wei!!

♥ ya lots grandma!!=)

March 24th

went walking around the mall yesterday...repair my Sigma macro lens..and help my cousin buy the music box he wanted to gift a girl...sigh..teenagers..blooming hormones..haha..and becuz of tat, i met Angeline..this 18 year old sales girl who is selling the music box..=P..

at first glance she was looking at me and being very helpful asking wat do i nid and stuff..and i juz tell her tat i m helping my cousin who is 17 years old buying for a girl he wanted to go after and bla bla...and both of us choose from all the variety of music box around..

damn..so hard to choose eh..sum i dun like..the ones i like not around..i wanted to choose Beauty and the Beast but then haha...my cousin will surely kill me..>.<>..and its angeline who helped me..after i bought the music box and was ready to leave..she popped up a question : "how old are u?" juz to make fun of her..i said im 16...and she said..ooo..i tot u 17..=.=..

walao...halo..im 20 going to 21 liaw horr...then i shrugs and told her the truth..she was like so shock..and we talked for like 5~10 mins..and we exchange HP num..and i fled to the camera shop downstairs..

i was there telling tat dude my sigma lens..and he was like worshipping it..kip saying this very good lens and bla bla...hell yea i know its good...its freaking 2k for tat lens! haha... and we chatted in the shop for like 30 mins..and damn im late for the dinner with Vincent and Sky at Chai Leng Park..

me and tat dude was talking about quality,sigma,bla bla then i ask to check the new products and we shoot around for like another 15 mins..and i left a happy man! =D

run bak to the office, pack my stuff and fled..was driving quite fast cuz i afraid i was late for the dinner..but eventually turned out all of us reach at the same time..was with Sky,Vincent,Ernie and coincidencely met Benny and his girl..

and then went shopping for books while Vincent went to finish up his stuff..i have been looking for Photographer books for so long..came across this Famous Wedding Photographer called Louis Pang who recide in Sabah..and he will conduct a lighting course this Fri~Sun..and do u know how much it cost? no...its not 500,600...its freaking 4400!! its like buying another SLR!! damn...but he only limit himself to 20 photographer..and its almost filled up...wat a business..doesn't really bother him with all this economy crisis...good idea eh? bought this three magz~ Men's Health, FHM, and first time im buying this magazine Photographer.

Men's Health is like my favourite magz. i bought it every month when i was in Subang..but not now..mayb i should continue buying it..or juz subscribe it?


the front page of the Photographer catches my eye and this as well..

diu...if i master all this 148 tricks...can i teach courses for 20 ppl for 4400 as well? or 2000? no?

maybe

[maybe] i should'nt talk too much.

[maybe] i should juz stick all the problems to myself.

[maybe] i shouldn't have gone to know u in the first place.

[maybe] its time for me to get mature. so tat u would like me even for a lil'bit.

[maybe] if i juz didnt tell u all my problems, u would feel the other way.

[maybe] i should juz 'unlike' u so tat i can be normal again.


but its juz [maybe]...

cute dog..

this is funny...hahahaha...

even dog can dream of chasing after a running bone...hahaha...

sum thoughts to think about~

sumtimes in life..there's a lot of decision u have to make.but then when the time comes.u get nervous and dunno wat decision to make.

i dunno wat to do....

i nid time and a nice zen place to reflect myself...truly reflect myself.

im 20...turning 21...wat do i have planned for my future? wat will happen if im 5 years older than now...10 years...

will i be marrying the one i love...or will i still be single? successful person? or juz middle income dude who drive a normal car?

do i still b the challenging and do-watever-i-wan type or i've change to a more stable and do-watever-i-should guy?

do i still be hanging out with the same frens? or new frens will come along?

will i still be living in Malaysia or i will be running around the world staying at different places,exploring new place..?

will my relationship with my parents and siblings change? better or worse? will i go to visit all of my frens all around the world?

will i be buying my own house and my own car?

will i kip my figure? or become thinner fitter or fatter and uglier?

do i wanna get married? do i wanna have children?

how am i going to handle all those miserable life in the future?

will the economy get better? will one day, a chinese hakka dude or indian macha become the prime minister of Malaysia?

Will i go bak to study after i worked here for few years? In KL or go to the states?

will i be dead tomolo? or the day after tomolo?

how do i stop being stubborn?

will i ever get mature? wat issit to be like a mature guy who gets the girl he likes/luv?

will i be turning bak on my decisions after i made them? i sure hope not...

damn, do i jus think too much...?
i think i do...=.=

gives you hell!!

i did sumthing which i dun do at all...for my entire life...


i delete a person from facebook..


it might sound stupid...but i juz do becuz wat i think i deserve...(wtf am i talking about)


i mean i think i can't stand this anymore...i deserve better...or should i say i should be treated better...


some of my frens has asked me to delete it for sum time and i hesitated...since we share sum moments together b4..but i've made up my mind...


at first i think i m too childish for losing u to another man..now...humorously, i think u r way~ too childish the way u acted...


to be honest rite now, i m glad u leave me for tat guy...


and becuz of tat i get to grow and learn so much in life tat no one couldv'e gone through..


although i dun really wat i want in life yet...but i know wat i dun wan...and its to be treated lik dat from u..


if u dun wan to b frens with me, fine...but wat for u add me in facebook and delete my commetns and shit..and talk bad bout me in front of every single one of our frens?


i only add frens i know from facebook! the same as frenster...not like u...every rat and shit add u also approve and always compare who got the most faked frens..


if i really did wrong in the past...i m sry and i did apologize millions of times b4..as i said..i nvr been into any relationship so long b4..u r the first one..and i admit..i m very very childish when i m with u..


i tried to be a gentleman but i failed and i dun sway in like other of ur frens...


outside i m fat and ugly..not like those ppl who can wear skinny jeans and steal ur heart away...


i m not a 100% fashionista to be exact...but im tired of all tat...after u left me, u left me with nothing...u said u wanna b frens and in the end u turn ur words back on me..


and now...im doing wat i think i had enuff...i take ACTIONS! and u r gone...becuz of u, i lose my frens..and to me..my frens is everything...


enuff said...hope u have a sucky life and i wan to dedicate a song for u...


Gives You Hell from All American Rejects...enjoy...=)

i like wat i like...lick this and get on with ur life..=P

QUESTION : Is it weird that i like cooking? =.=..


i tot this suppose to be a very very common thing to do rite?


so here u go...




I LIKE COOKING!!! CARE WAT U???



fuck those who say i look sissy when i cook...=P..cuz i think my food are tasty...muahahahaha..

Things to do~

ever had tat kinda feeling where u wanna do or buy a lot of stuff but u can't becuz of various reasons?

for example, nid to save money for travel(my problem), no money, nid money to pay for other fees, dun have time for tat etc.

and the cruel thing about it is tat the stuff u wan to buy so badly is juz rite there...and yet u can't..

i'd compiled a list of stuff i wanna buy and do but then i can't buy becuz of the various reason listed above...its not really complete yet but this is wat i had in mind rite now..





1) Canon 580EX II speedlite.
Price = a whopping Rm2060!


imagine...if i can get my hands on this flashy shit...sigh...

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2)Mammut Climbing essentials altogether.

climbing shoes - 150 SwF

Safety Harnessses - 150 SwF

Random Chalk Bag - 30 Swf

Price = 330 Swf(Swiss Franc) = RM1025.41

y i choose Mammut u ask me? well ofcuz there are other brands out there for the climbing gears...black diamond, Boreal, Petzl and others...but mammut its for me...not only becuz the logo look so damn nice with the colour and the mammoth..=)

but also..one of my dad associates company is Mammut.

It means i get to get those gears for special price and if im in luck, i can whoop sum asses with those high ranking bosses in Mammut and they might throw in sum merchandise for me for free!

hahaha...

but then its a wild goose chase lar..
nvr i intended to do tat in my life! reason?..
i dun have sexy 8 figure body to seduce those old hogs and also..wat reason should they giv me?
so still...its better for me to save up the Rm 1200 and go shop online..=(

the thing is, i have to go to 1U to do join the rock climbing Gym. and i really hope sumone will start at Penang. pls.

sumone, anyone who saw this thread. pls. i grant u this power to make a Rock Climbing Gym and invite me over everyday cuz i will! haha...>.<

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3)Travel around the world.

Becuz of the sooo many places i wanna travel throughout the world, i didnt post any pics to slow the internet and confuse u guys.

u guys know how slowwwwww the Streamyx can go when loading bunch of pics. so lets put a budget on tat travel shall we?

Price - AMAP. get it? As Much As Possible! ofcuz larrr...first class to every destinations im going ma.

but juz kidding k? i sum it up tat i will roughly use 10k for each country i visit so ill giv it a huge sum to travel to those big and mysterious city.

Real Price - Rm 200k for at least 25 country in the world.

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4)Sky Diving

still not sure on the event yet. but i've checked the page. it is 6 years old. and i will refer the price from there.

the starting price for the jump is Rm750 and it consist of 2 day course. Day one at KL and day two at Segamat Johor...

So it will be a training course on the first day and then the sky diving will be done the next day by driving down to Segamat. the basic height for the price Rm750 is 4500feet.

wtf..tats like 9Xtimes the height of my bungy jump at Koh Samui. the height of the bungy jump at Koh Samui was 50feet at that time, and it already make me hesitate for few mins up there..

so for the price i think i'll put in RM1k for it. 250 for those miscellenious item.

Price = Rm1000.

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5) For the one i love.
If i can.
I would do watever i can for her. even if to forget about all the things i've mentioned above. juz for u..=)


p/s : but whoever tat is..i hope u wont though..haha..

Love at first sight!

I believe in love at first sight...
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and u r the first sight tat i love!!! >.<


hehe...

Living the moment!

dun think so much...


juz remember those words...


livin' the moment!


always...remember....


carved in my mind,head.brain,everysinglehair,every cell in my body..


it gets me goin i guess...=)


so guys..if u r feeling down...and think a lot of shitznik lik me...juz remember those powerful words...



LIVIN' LA VIDA THE MOMENT!!!


ROCK ON!!! Kiss ass!

irritating me...=(

is subang not enuff for u loh wei hao?




dun ask for more k? u get wat u wan..now focus on wat u suppose to do...




i feel so stressed out and feel uneasy whole day long..i dunno why..>.<...



seriously...in nid of sumone to talk to...but sked i m too irritating for u guys...so i juz stay quiet and look at the display name...i know i m asking too much here...=(..

confused..

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should i?

i shouldn't...

should i?

i dunno...

i shouldn't rite?

or should i?

or i really shouldn't???





im confused...@@...

blur case la macha...T-T...

ignore those pics...im really confused...=.=

light me up!

its 20 mins to 7pm...im so tired...regardless of how many hours i slept...



going to meeting now...duno until wat time...



you're like the pixels that brings colours to my life...



bits by bits...



like u said...



dun giv up! try my best...



i m doing it!!=) im trying my best!






p/s : pic i took yesterday..not tat catchy aint it?>.<

wat more can i say?

try out a few shots with the new SLR.. new stuff...new feelings...i lurve it...but still thinking wat to do with the old one...cannot juz left it out rite? anyway...heres sum of the photos untouch...

my watch close up!not using macro lens...it kinda spoiled..=.=..

too much disturbance at the back...=.=

leaf~

kim po huan..for fried rice..

fish that i fried...haha..kesian...

its all wat i can get from home...juz wanna try out...and here's moreCOCK outside my house..

LUCKY!! the tongue make her looks lik a boar...ain't it? haha..

feel its all organized~

this is my dad...

he says hi..=)

my bro..eating oranges~he looks gay...haha..



sucking alll out!




random leaf i found outside...



pins~

did i juz post up too much?? hahaha...i took a few more actually...but sigh...wat to do..



there's sooo much going on rite now...i have a few words i wanna say..


K,
u r one of my best frens....but i really dun know wat to say to ur situation rite now...u choose to do it, no one forces u...B didnt force u to do it...u decides to do it urself...so, i canot blame him for tat..

i felt weird that i was kinda angry when u told me wat had happen..cuz..if this happens to my other frens, i would be like, ok...so wats new? or i would move to another topic already...but then...mayb u guys are close to me..and i dun really like how u guys handle this stuff..

yes, u lik B, but u can't juz let him have wat he wans...c'mon...u r 21!!! and u're a girl...u r sure damn matured than me ok? dun let down on urself..B is the best fren i had but tat doesnt mean everything he does is rite u know? yes he is very wise but everyone makes mistakes...evryone screws up!

sigh...i had my own problems...but no matter wat i will help u ok? u juz nid to talk to me or sumone else...ok? sumone u trust...its ur birthday today...im sry i can't really go and celebrate it with u...im bz working at home..but then...pls cheer up and i will meet u tomolo for dinner ok? i dun mind bringing u from Lunas to Penang and bak to Lunas again..but pls..cherish urself k?

i dun think B really likes u...u have to face it...im really sry..i think i have part of the responsibility in this matter as well..i shouldnt have encourage u to do wat u wanted to do..it turns out to hurt u in the end..im so sry...i m sooo sry...i felt guilty...>.<




p/s : everybody out there..pls do cherish urself and dun let anyone hurt urself if u dun wan to..

i know i sounded gay but then...i really cared for my frens... cuz u guys cares me too! =)

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i feel like im the one bugging u all the time..

i feel like the one who is clapping his hands all by himself...
i feel im the one who is irritating u all the time...

i feel like im the one who think too much...

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mayb i should juz stop thinking...and juz move on...

when u asked me not to giv up...

i noe its not on this matter but...
i tried...

my best...

not to giv up on anything...

work..family..life....dreams..

including...U..





pp/s :all the above pics taken today also..hahaha...marketing for own camera skills..=)

bought a new toy!!!

was residing over at Batu Ferringghi for a day with family...

the wind was strong and i did enjoy a lot...

relax myself at the jacuzzi over there...

know more frens around..

most of all....






i get a new TOY!!

behold..The Brand

the Model

the Toy itself~
the toy bak on my table at home..

for u guys tat didnt know...

last year december i was backpacking through koh samui...and i dropped myself and my 400D into the sea...and i almost drowned to my misery...but i was saved...by myself..and found out tat my 400D is full of water..damn...sigh...




p/s : fell aslip at the table again by waiting for the pic to load...juz woke up to continue this post..10.08 am..=.=...hate this...shoulder so pain..