Im not made of steel, but i can create steel! =)

Hold your head high

Don’t look down

I’m by your side

I won't back down

You wanted a hero tonight

Well I’m not made of steel

But your secret’s safe with me

Made of steel - Our Lady Peace

its been a week since i last posted anything on this blog~

oh well…not going to post any updates for now..gonna blah lot over here..=)

been having a lot of things in my mind but too bad i didnt get the chance to write or do anything about it..and after a while, i’ve forgotten about the whole idea..oh man…wat a waste..

got a quote for today..its not a great one but it reminds me of sumthing at least…=)

‘if they can’t make it happen, pick it up and do it, for yourself..’

how hard is it to make ppl have the same thinking as u? now i know, how important it is for us to b educated..its not becuz how great it will show in ur CV..but how u response in certain matters, how u take it and solve it..totally depends on :- 

how much u know..

how great of a knowledge u have..

how good of a training u had been giving to ur brain..

i wont giv any example here but, i can see clearly how good a person are, when they r given a problem and depends on the solution they provide..and i admit, i dun always have good solution..

good solution comes from bad experience, mayb tat’s how we learn from mistakes…to know how to solve the similar problem in the future..

im trying hard to get wat i wanted..i have plenty of ideas, but for now…it juz gonna have to wait..

how i wish there’s a device tat can record ur current ideas and wont forget…

or mayb i juz nid ginko~ haaha!

nid to sit down and plan…reorganize my stuff, and i meant it..there’s too much stuff i nid to do..suppose to do…

juz to giv u guys a head up, if i ever change in any way…im improving…well at least i try..=) i sure hope i hvae a team who can go with me on this…*finger crossed* 

missing & searching

"If there ever comes a day when we can't be together,
keep me in your heart;
I'll stay there forever"
~Winnie the Pooh

a plane flies overhead and i wonder what you are doing- few hundred miles away and visible only in my dreams.. i miss you but these are words uttered so many times i fear they may lose meaning if i repeat them again.

if there is one thing i do know for sure it is that life goes on.. the sun shines but its rays remind me of the moments- unforgettable moments we shared the same umbrella, when we sat under the same park bench, moments we laughed over something we can't even remember saying..

when i lay awake your images colour my mind and i know it will be something time cannot change.. i believe however it's all meant to be, we learn to appreciate one another more if distance plays a role in what we call the 'meaning of life'.. in that context, we search, in hopes that one day loneliness remains just a word, weightless, insignificant...

still searching but for now, i am without you
the sky is an endless vast of empty space
the breeze- cold and bitter, is oblivious to my anguish...
is your heart bleeding too?

Guest Blogger : ah too!

surprise!!!

hahaha…

since the ‘she’ blogger is busy for her job..so i ask another best fren of mine to write a post first as a guest blogger..

He is one of the most handsome guy in the town…yes..its a HE! hahaha…

his name goes by Ah Too~ Too Too!! hahaha…

the one in the middle..Ah Too!! the one on the left is Too-Ti! (杜弟)

his writing style brings a total new feeling aint it? i dun write as good as he did…i m good at writing articles i think..hahaha..

everypost i write sure long one..kns even sumtimes i lazy to read..>.<

u guys should wait till i ask the ‘Her’ guest blogger to write…omg..she is one of the best!

going to finish up some documents and go to buy sum dog foods for my dear Destroyer Raina…here’s the second time she made my mum going crazy~

last time it was black foam..now its styrofoam…haha!

p/s : i wish i can go fly kite with u la Too Too!! the kite pic u took with ur Sony DSLR rite? suka max!!

can you fly
to a higher sky
which is less kites beside

there are too many of a same kind
assimilation, no differences

I don't want to be alone
yet I wish to be remarkable
spear & shield (矛盾 >.<" )

yeah, dream more
dream bigger
so that you can reach the star

No.
You are the star.

Guest Blogger~!!

And if I lived a thousand years

You know I never could explain

The way I lost my heart to you

that day

but if destiny decided I should look the other way

then the world would never know

the greatest story ever told

and did I tell you that I love you

just how much i really need you

did I tell you that I love you

tonight

Oliver James - The Greatest Story Ever Told

hmmm….i’ve already made an appointment with one of the writer whose going to contribute a post to my blog..

i wont tell u who…but im gonna write everything about this person..and even post a few pictures of tat person…

should i?

or should i not?

i guess i better hold on till the tat writer post on my blog then mayb then i’ll post pics of tat writer….

the first clue of the day, the lyric tat i wrote above…didnt notice?

scroll up…read…its related to tat writer…its a song, which meant a lot to the both of us!

hahaha…seriously..whenever i heard this song playing, the image of tat writer appear…

tat writer is my life-saver, my mentor, my partner, my buddy, my sports partner, my concert buddy, my heart listener…cant finish the list…but as u know…to me, the most important person in my life…

i met the writer the first few weeks of subang’s life..and since then, i can’t live on my life without the writer.=)

erm….wat can i say…i guess those who r close to me already know who tat writer is…i’ll stop here and leave the guessing to u guys when the next post is up!

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i’ve changed my mind…a few clues wont hurt aye? =P

its a she!

well…mayb a few pics…

on the way to hot spring! i was the driver! WJ took this pic!!

she always buy me this…she know its my favourite!

well, tat’s all for the tips…i guess u guys know who! hope she post it up quick! >.<

totally annihilation! hahahaha~

Behold...........

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Raina the DESTROYER!!!

wahhh~ i think my mum is going crazy~

waggin' shakin' lickin' watchu doin'?

Arhhhh!!!

MONDAY MORNIN'!!

good morning!

the 3 days to JB and SG really changed me..

they 'strees-free' me! =)

spend the pass 3 days 2 nites over at JB with the bunch of best frens to spend time with me..

i really appreciate that they spend time and hang out with me everyday hence their bz schedule..

we share bout business ideas, the problem they're facing, how to deal with it..any new plans or deals from the banking world..who's who in the industry tat might help...connections..people..its all about connections..=) and they help me quite sum stuff...

time for pics!!

i wouldnt post up too much pics i guess..previous post was full of pics so...lets put the pics into a few sections or posts..>.<...got ppl complain becuz of the pics, my blog load too slow worrrr~ sigh...

saw this when i was at Bnane's place...omg..tat guy muz b pissed..

floating iswara..damn man..tat guy so suey~i feel pity for him..

i decided to go to Daorae for lunch....again..this is wat we're having =)

ordered kimchi Fried rice..one of the best in town!

and ofcuz..my favourite favourite dish!! Daerkbokgi!

and the kind and handsome manager gave us the free Steam Egg!

how nice of him to make us suffer with fullness to the MAX!

among all this dishes, i only <3>

guess wat it is?

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Drum Rolling

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It's KIMCHI!!!

and later when we almost finish our food and almost puked, they gave us another free small size pancake pizza...which i dun always get according to Bnane..>.<

after the lunch, we headed to the airport and hang out for a while until its time for me to go in...i went in early dun wan to stuck with the other passengers..so i went in..sit there and read my book..couldn't really focus though..i was damn tired..dunno y im lik dat, but my eyes r teary n i know when im slippy..>.<

one thing i'd noticed, Penang airport's waiting hall has changed..it wasnt lik that previously when i travelled, it'd changed..into a more systematic way but more uneasy and complicated matter...>.<

well dun grumble people, at least the government is making sum changes and see how the new system goes, that's improvement! banzai! =)

the plane arrive in time and to my surprise, the airasia plane tat im sitting isn't Whole Red or with MU posters...this time..it was RBS & Accenture! not bad!

accenture!

reached Senai airport around 5pm, i was sitted next to an ex-convict, who dunno wat has he done wrong in the past but kept on telling me his life experience, too bad im not a good writer or author, if not i would've take his number, ask him out for a cuppa and take a note on his life and wrote a book about him, make a movie out of it..

not for money ofcuz...for the sake cuz i wanna do it..its fun! =)

anyway, the flight was bumpy all the way and scary, at one part, halfway during the flight, the plane just went quiet and went down really fast, and almost all the female passenger scream...haha..i was scared lik shit myself too...clanging on to the seat in front of me..

dang man...i wouldnt wanna die this way!

i was going to take a taxi when i was at the airport, but my evil twin, Jeffrey wouldn't want me to..so i waited for him to come...

and to my surprise..Senai changed into such a beautiful place..it was huge and so much green! i feel free when im outside..lurve tat feeling! lurve the design!

waited for Jeffrey till 7pm, and he came..with his 大AL...(Altis)

the first thing he offer me on board. Fisherman's friend!

and we went to look for Rain/Wyman. he was working at this new place called, The Straights or sumthing i forget the name, and the place is nice..too bad i didnt get sum pictures of the house but i did snap a pic of the guard house..can tell from there how grand the place is rite?

with free flow of wine and buffet for u to enjoy...and its invitation only event..wooo! feel lik an VIP ady!

an average house with 3000++ square-foot build up 2 storey cost at least 900K and above..

there's the guard house..how grand is tat?!

after tat, Jeffrey went bak home and get changed and take his guitar, cuz he is working at Station 1..at last, i had the chance to see him on stage..and too bad he has sore throat and can't sing..but he did sing a few..

everyone showed up becuz of me..

4 tables fit all of us..>.<

thx guys for showing up..thx a lot for everything!

Jeffrey, Wyman, Lai Fu, Too, Piz, Kylie, Jia Lun, Leon, Xiu Jing, Fun Fu, JJ, Wen Jie..too bad Pei Yoon and Tianx2 couldn't come..i miss them too...and Ah Tiang..wish u all the best in ur career my brother! =)

arh...nostalgia looking bak the pics one year b4 eh?

pics taken bak on Aug 8th 2009...>.<

Just the place to Be!!

Logging in from my iPhone..


On my way bak to Penang...

Juz bought 6 shirts , 1 jeans and a short pants!!



Miss all of them..very very muchie...

I would die for all of u guys..can wait to see u guys again...in the near future!!

Will blog about the trip when I'm bak home..



Chailga!!!

bite me..=P

im off to...



JB!!!
SG!!!!

for the weekend..


come catch me bitch..=P

sumthing is best leave it uncovered in the past...

Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
and promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it


Lavigne - Complicated





the moments of u telling me off still haunts me...

no matter where i hide, u're always there,

kip telling myself its useless to hide,

but...at least it made me feel better tat way..

rather than facing u...alone...till now...

im sry to say tat but, its not sumthing i'm ready to do...

not now, not soon...



i'm moving on, so do u..

all the best to both of us..

its been a wonderful journey full of great memories with u..

i've learned..kamsahamida! =)

the light of the day...

Tonight feels like a million miles away

And these times just won't change
Life just stays the same
I'd give anything to see the light of day


Lifehouse - Into The Sun



On the way driving bak home few days ago..

saw this AMAZING scene on my side mirror in the BKE plus Highway...took a pic of it..

its a bit blur but still...at tat moment, it changes everything..

what was i thinking,

how i feel,

my aching and tiring body,

stress..

tats all over me...

now i know how uneasy to handle a company..>.<

for tat second...everything seems clear to me, so quiet and calming..for tat 5 mins...juz tat 5 mins i was looking at that scene through the side mirror..

its a call, a wake up call...telling me tat i can do better and not give in to failure..=)

thx SUN! =) u changed me with ur Awesomeness!

ya..im staring at the ceiling all nite long!

All night staring at the ceiling

Counting for minutes I've been feeling this way

So far away and so alone

But you know it's alright, I came to my senses

Lifehouse - All In

*yawn* watched Charity cup yesterday...MU vs Chelsea...no doubt...devils beats the blue water ghost...Muahahaha!

Bnane so bz writing his blog and others too...i've been so bz and laid bak on my schedule till i didnt get to update my blog decently...ok...here goes another long one...>.<..

lets start with last week..i had dinner with Bnane at this Italian restaurant called Bravo Italiano..

had been there few times b4 with a fren...but turns out my luck suck when im craving for it...i went there 3 times..and the tat 3 times it was closed..KNS..

but..i've make sure the restaurant is open and we're there for our dinner!

after work, drive over the bridge and fetch Bnane from his hostel...went in and started order lik crazy..i wanted to order more food to try but....budget over limit! hahaa...here's wat we have~

my food partner in crime for the day! *he looks stunned..mayb its the food..*

part of the interior of the restaurant..LURVE those pictures..

the first dish to arrive...Bruchettas!

check out the yummy cheezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~!

the 2nd dish - Scallop with mushroom and sum AWESOME™ sauce on top!

woooo!! check it out close-up...bet even u can't resist!

Blogger in action! CHANGE TO i-PHONE!

then its turn for my dish to appear..forget the name cuz the food is more important, consists of chicken breast*fav*, Shrimp, Fillet, mashed potatoes and coleslaw with thousand island.

all in all...4 dishes including Bnane's Bolognese Spag'!

tooo bad cant zoom in..if not u can see his saliva hanging on the edge of his lips! haha~

this is how a satisfied customer looks like...show u HAPPY face...=)

the food is indeed...spectacular..Bon Appetit!!

ive been working hard in the gym for the past week...having ache all around my chest, arms and stomach...yet im here..sitting down eating all this sinful, delicious, juicy food... there goes my effort..

work harder this week! AIKH!

it ended up with a bill cost of RM130..well..i think it was ok..

we continue chatting for long hours..it should've end with a beer in hand but still, i dun wanna waste all those calories tat i have shed in the gym...>.<

food...all tat we crave for eh?

then it was the WEEKENDS!! who hate weekends rite? i'm so excited bout the weekends thana anybody else...cuz im gonna change the gearbox in my civic..yuppp~

change the GEARBOX! how cool is tat! i lik sportscars..who dun? but i LURVE to dissect car..not the spooky type of dissect..but to take it all off...clean it..put it bak on..make it better than ever be4..

i screw this part up..was to put a jack machine down there to hold the gearbox..but i juz took off all the screws without them supervising..and the whole thing almost fell on my head..>.

see wat i mean by using the jack machine to hold it?

comparison between the new and old..*no difference i know..>.<*

another view..u can see..the spoiled one has oil leaking problem..>.<

i try to 'dissect' the whole thing..its fun! =)

was there the whole day from 10 in the morning till 6 afternoon..then this lazy bumb come look for me for lunch..

we went over to Permatang Tinggi for its famous 'sa bi三味' kopi..

at 2 bucks per cup..its quite exp..but nice nonetheless! =)

and now my car drives smoothly...lurve! =)

with better pick up rate and smoother change on the gear..how i wish my car was Manual..T-T

come bak home..tired..soo damn tired...i was surfing through the web and saw a tweet from Bnane..saying he is bak in Kulim for the weekends...

well well...sumppl say bz for finals and nvr gonna come bak for 2 weeks sudden come bak...ofcuz i pang pang seng call and find him up lar...

fetch him up and went to koffee hut juz to sit and chat...but he is more interested in my iPhone games...he kip on nodding his head with eyes staring at the phone even when im juz sitting there..head still nod...*nod, nod, nod*..

and eventually, Bugeh showed up and 3 of us juz chillin'...for supper we went to abg Capati for its roti arab..it was oily, as usual but....who cares lar...whallop ady...xim cheng up! food appetite..UP!..=)

the clock strikes 2! we were walking bak to our car and on our way home...driving up the slope near tmn.Cengal..i thought of refueling my petrol..not even miliseconds after i had tat thought..

my car..was lik on a heart attack...jagging jagging..wtf..dancing meh..jag lik dat..luckily i was going to make a u turn so by the time the car stop...i was at the road side..wtf..

first time in my life..car stopped becuz out of petrol...OUT OF PETROL u hear me?!?!! FML!!

to kill the boring-ness...Bnane being the typical him, took video of everything...check out his blog to see the video...lazy to tell the story all over again...in the end, i was saved...Bnane was saved...yay...=.=

let's fast forward to yesterday nite...sunday nite..every football fan's wet dream...MU vs Chelsea!!! hahahaha~

bought wine to drink it with daddy..with my first pay! =)and guess wat i spotted when i went to Jusco tat evening...bundle's of Ice Wine..and it was only 70 bucks! soooo damnn cheap!!!

i still remember the first time i had ice wine...it was the sweetest wine i tasted.! Innis-killin was the name..it killed me...so many times over it..and i tot it was going to b the first and the last time im gonna drink it cuz 1 bottle cost over Rm 600! wtf rite?

but i saw this brand..nvr heard of it..and it says its ice wine..and only RM 70...so..what the heck rite? buy lar!

and turns out! damn...it is!!!

this is the one i was talking about! Ice Wine!

Juz to make comparison with Minute Maid..also my fav drink!

watching the Charity cup with a wine..is totally AWESOME™

talk on the phone with Jeff b4 the game starts...now i realize how much i miss the gangs down at JB..

when i chat with xiu jing few weeks ago..she reminds me tat i was there last year Aug for FF's burfday..and ask me wats my plan for this month..oh dang!

lemme check on the flight tickets and then im gonna giv u guys an answer! =)