stupid entry

was thinking bak... eventhough i make WJ tells the truth about he liking H...wat for? i mean yea i know it now but wat can i do?nothing rite? now i know JJ like S...wat can i do??nothing....i know i pay a lot of attention to this hueyxin gal lately and i dunno y....=.=..but...wat can i do? nothing...huey xin dun even know LOH WEI HAO exist in this world!! and they don't care a fuck if i'm dead~

crazy...think back...its all bull shit...wat for u know all those stuff? wat for u know the ending of the story of a movie...u tell sumone..they juz replied: ooo...then forget about it and kip on watching...wat for telling?

now i know i nvr a person who is great in anything...i finish anything half way...guitar half way, programming half way, study nvr really pay attention to it unless i wan it to, friends....i dunno about tat...

juz have a feeling tat recently a lot of things is happening and i dun have the power to take control of everything...its the first time it was like this...

last week saturday i went to the TARC in penang...its my fren convo that day..i know that lui wont show up..but still was hoping her to show up and ask her how she is doing...sumthing stupid that i dun even wanna remember...

y m i so stubborn?? chat with ms chubby juz now...start with..bz? then sry for bothering...SRY! shit y say sry??

then she replied...hey, u always say sry...*even she noticed!!!fuck*..

i dunno wat to say...i juz say to avoid being vulgaristic...cmon man...wat kind of stupid reason is tat!!?!??!fuck u lar man....stupid idiot...dun wanna write ady...darn fucking tired...but still dun feel like slipping!!!!!i hate my life....each and every bit of it!!!every step i take is a mistake!!