where to go from here

There's no wrong or right decisions,
cuz sumtimes its hard to differentiate what's wrong and whats right,

But between the both of them,
there's the Best decision.

Regardless whether it's right or wrong.
Equilibrium of both.

Quotes - by Yours truly.



create this quote today...been thinking lately,
should i or shouldn't i?
will i or wouldn't i?
why should i do that and not this?

and i find out that, if u choose the best decision among the both, u wont regret it..=)



went to work juz lik any other normal day. hit the office and not much ppl around the office..i've been promoted on handling the Zone 1 sales! *yay*

from the small, dirty, storage table to the nice and organized table. with office wheel chairs and not the plastic chairs anymore..!

when the clock hit 11.30, i pack my stuff and went for lunch, alone! dang, i hate eating stuff alone. b it breakfast or lunch or dinner...if i have to eat alone, i will tabao bak or rather seal my tummy.

at the restaurant, the Indonesian maid hit on me, giv me her number and kip on asking me to call her and look for her if i nid help~ i was lik...OKAYY~ tankiubutnotankiu~

dun have the mood to flw up other sales after the visit to Sony moments ago, so i headed straight to the Airport...Y the airport u ask? well..there's this girl i knew, doing sumthing she believe in..and take on that chance and go forward...taking the Leap Of FAITH!

Zzang!!!!

this is the yipuu yet kiiyopta Mint!

Its Yee Mint!!

yup, today is the day she is flying *literally* down to SG..seeking a new taste of wats like in the different country on the other side of town. and u guys know wat? its her first time flying in air as well! hahaha~

tough girl i tell'ya! going to sumwhere u nvr been b4 is hard, yet to find a job there without any help..i gotta giv it to ya, she's gonna be successful in the future.

ppl gonna write books about her in the future, making her famous!

who knows, 1 day an talent coordinator was walking along the road and saw her and next thing u know...she's gonna appear in MediaCorp drama's...


modelling for top brands lik Zara, Gap, Burberry, Abercrombie & Fitch, Onizuka Tigers...who knows rite? *yes im being bias..tat's all my favorite brands=P*

wat im trying to say is...i salute ppl lik her...seriously..=)

i reach the airport at around 1 sumthing, continue with my work sitting alone in coffee bean..reading articles and stuff..ordering warm hot green tea...wooo~ nothing gets better than tat...

y the muka so weird one?

moments later, Bnane and Wei Ling came and join in the table! we were taking pictures and having fun gossiping around!

Wei Ling and me~ whaddup!

i say he look lik china boi..wat u guys think?

it's Wei Ling trying..

wah...sexy and feisty...*roar*


i was lik ..wtf?



i can't look at her when she is posing for the camera~

so we we're sitting and talking, betting who will cry first...and both of us bet tat Bnane will cry first...haha..dun ask me why we choose him...he got tat look on his face tat says his tears coming out anytime!

we're blabbin' around and out of nowhere, it's weird but..i really feel tat Mint is near...*aisehhh..yes..its the sixth sense crap* i look out and saw Kelisa park righttttt in front of the gate...so i juz said...she is here!

they were looking around and said no at first and get uncertain later on...3 of us kip on staring at tat car to see who is coming down..and damn it, there's a van park rite next to that Kelisa...damn lots of ppl coming down thus confusing us...KNS la~ we old ady eye got problem...play game with us kah?

but after tat saw Mint come down and take her luggage...we were lik..it's HER!!! well...imagine, in mandarin..it would sound sumthing lik this..--->来了*pronounce it liao not ler*，来了！！她来了！

i was lik crap...wat should i do? both their reflex so fast one...1 terus grab the card and terus-berterusan head to the toilet, the other jump over the rail and go out liaw..wait a minute...wat was i suppose to do?! hide or say hi?

so i did the stupid one..i sit there and use my other hand to cover my eye...=.=...wat la loh wei hao...she is not blind k? lagi , i terus run to the toilet flwing Wei Ling..and juz stand there and wait...

when Bnane take Mint luggage to the seat..i've waited for them to check in and called Wei Ling...poor her...standing in the women toilet for soooo long...hahaha...hope it doesnt stink lar..

we walk slowly and appear from the back...both of us were dancing and posing behind Mint's back..and she didnt even know! hahahaha...nervous i guess~=)

*fast forward*

im talkative aint i? i'll put more pics...hold on..

Arriving of the Diva!

Diva's mum and Diva!

hmm...what's Wei Ling doing?

While Diva's talking and taking pictures...Wei Ling got mission在身...

i think Yee Mint saw the card already by now...=P Mission accomplished!



Diva's family! 1st Gen Diva, 2nd Gen Dive, and 3rd Gen Divas!!



Taking pictures!!!!!!!


wee!! =)

oh yeaaa~~ IBIZA ROCKS! u guys ROCK!

pictures taken from Mint new camera!

can't see ur face!!

~Diva's Glam~

2 Generations of diva taking pictures~

Bnane: head high a bit..okok...nice..*snap*

=)

Yee Mint....did u cry?=P

seeing Wei Ling and Bnane to send a close fren lik Yee Mint is nvr an easy task to do...seeing them kip diverting the topic juz not to feel sad about her leaving to SG..

i hope to say tat i can feel the same but i can't...well, for facts i m new in the pack...i dun have tat strong bond with Yee Mint...seeing them feeling this way..makes me think of when i'm sending all my frens to UK, Aus, States and others...BRUNEI! *sophia..u know im talking about u!*

I understand tat feeling...i miss u guys...when r u guys coming to look for me here? im all alone in this lonely and boring lil' island...from time to time..tears will flow out of nowhere..and i would kip telling myself :

things change...they always do..its how we adapt to the current situation and make the best out of it tat matters!

so...make the best out of it...i call them...=) tat's y i still feel close to u guys!! =) *hugs*

Bak to the airport...


we took sooo many pictures...with Mint new camera...with mine, Wei Ling's...i envy..ok..there...i said it...i ENVIED 3 of them..i wish i was tat close of a fren to them...i envied tat..>.<

one of Mint fren showed up..last minute..haha..he look lik a nice guy..we talk for a while and he told me he knew Mint through her sister..i think i saw him sumwhere from Tarc b4..look familiar...anyway, after sending Mint off, he said he nid to rush bak to the car cuz sumone is waiting inside..

so we bid him goodbye and 3 of us...waited to see Mint go through the custom and to the gate..

we waited...

and waited...

and waited for her to get through the customs...


then one of us shout out...SHE DIDNT EVEN LOOK BAK!!!! hahaha! we were waiting for her to turn and look bak at us..but...Mint didnt..its her first flight afterall..~ =)

I didnt wrote in a letter or postcard lik how Wei Ling did..here's my msg to ya!


Yee Mint :

This has been one hell of a week for me! meeting u on monday was fun! how we plan and 'accidentally' bump into each other in the tea house..drinking all those tea and can't slip at nite..punishment i guess..>.<

Thought bout what to get u as a parting gift, although i'm not as close to u as Bnane and Wei Ling, but...if one of my fren r going to work or chasing after their dream, i wan to b there for them, help them! tat's wat good frens r for rite? =P

I really hope u lik the gift..i didn't know wat suits u best..>.<

i wish to have memories lik u and Wei Ling leaving msg and letters for each other on the table during the college days, but let's not compare...I'm lucky juz to know a cute and funny fren lik u!


I cherish tat! =)


Can't wait for u to come bak 2 months later~ C.O.N.V.O.!!!


til then...FIGHTING!!


weihao!

nostalgia~

Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore~

Nickelback - Far Away



Songs lik tat nvr fail to mesmerize ppl lik me..

did a simple Belated-burfday for Bugeh...me and Bnane went for a simple Domino's and Secret Recipe dinner!

no...he is not going to eat alone! there's me! =)

4 cakes for 4 candles, whats a burfday without a cake rite? =)

pepperoni X-tra Cheezzz~

oohh!!! my favourite!

well, it was a simple one...cuz Bugeh kip on rumbling on how i didnt get gifts and this and tat for him...pussy! hahahaha! juz kidding, all the best in ur future takings brother! =)


dead tired when i reach home..took a bath and do wat all of us do...online...

turn to iTunes and put the music on random, randomly randomness enuff, Coldplay songs was playing, and all of a sudden, i had tat nostalgic feeling...

seconds later, i was staring at the lyrics and kip on repeating the whole folder..i miss tat feeling..wat kind of feeling u asked? i dunno, juz feel relax and happy..miss the music..

weird eh?

i spend the rest of the nite playing their tunes and download a few more new ones..and i went to bed happily~ it was like, snap and im gone...to the dream world...where the Inception starts...........NOT! =.=..


sign off for now...Peace!!




*wats this feeling in me rite now..i think i know wat it is but it shouldnt feel tat way...oh crap*

oh yea!! MAN OF MY WORD AWARDS!

Yessss!!! I'm here....I'm the man of my word!

So...finally, i resurrect my blog! without any spells or wat-so-ever..

*what the fuck im talking about?*




It's been so long i guess i owe u guys few updates...i've grown up a lot both, physically and mentally...=P

So much things happened so long ago since the last time i wrote on this blog i dun even know where to start? WHERE!?!



Let's start with a change of life directions, shall we?..

I've now working in my dad's company...no, not the big one but the small one..i dun even know why i took it up but i guess sumtimes no reason is needed behind everything that u do ain't it?

Obviously, im the youngest in the company consists of not more than 20 ppl..*i told'ya it was a small one* but still, i think its a good start for me to really take on all the challanges tat i always lurved! =)
lurvey lurvey dovey!!....<------=.=..wtf is tat?

and as usual, im getting bigger and smaller and bigger and smaller...and bigger again...when can this stop i can't tell..its my nature!


the world is still as screwed as ever, PM of Malaysia having a bigger mouth than the previous one, swallowing money juz in-case he nid to run away and convert his religion to Buddhism, to be honest, i think he will go to hell no matter how rich he is or wat ever religion he converted into..like i said...ITS THE NATURE!!

im sry mr.PM! looks lik u gonna meet sum Badass devil down there spanking ur hind! with a very very very hot trident-look-alike thingy and hope tat they provide lubricant down there...if not...i can't juz imagine wat will happen to ur lil' fren down there.. anyhow, i wish u good luck on express to hell...*show middle finger*

Vincent! slipping whenever he can!

My best fren, Vincent the kacuak*from the previous post* has decided to came bak to the civilized city rather than the alligator crowded lil' place.. but then he is leaving bak there again on the 30th for few more months to settle sum stuff and coming bak here for good! *phew*

Me & KAREN!!! Jusco starbucks!

Karen Tan, my first crush*HAHAHAHAHHAHA* juz kidding =), she finally gone to the land down under...OMG! LAND DOWN UNDER!! how COOL is tat?! we do kip in touch by skyping with each other from time to time, and she is looking gorgeous i tell u, even from all those bombarding from herself saying she is fat and bla bla bla...

Ms.Karen THC, if u ever come bak to look at my blog again, *finger-crossed*......YOU LOOK GORGEOUS!!! *phewitt* =P
and also, take good care of urself over there =)

I think ima bit long on this post..i'll stop here! next post im gonna write bout all the places i've been to since so long ago i kip on saying im going to travel the world for N times!on the flight to nowhere!

and also the ppl i've met along the way that changes me! =) stay tune peeps!!

no...i didnt get to meet steve jobs in person...>.<

by then, be safe! peace!!! out!!!

the fire in me!!

Blogs!!!


NEW POST STARTING TOMOLO!!!

i mean it this time!!! i reallly mean it!! grrrr~





i'm S.I.N.K.I.N.G.~

sinking to my bed..

ladatatata~ =) *Wink*