during exam period

since i m so free back in hometown...i might as well do all the posting...haha..

during the exam period...i went to carrefour with WJ and stack up on beers and........cup noodles....i also bought yogurt so tat my brain work fine..haha..we stack up till 180 bucks of supply..we bought a dozen of beers and tat cost half of it ady...but it is so nice to drink beer...rite?

i also bought broccoli to cook...but...i dun think i rinse it through cuz after i steam it and wanna eat it...it taste like meds...mayb i should left it inside the water for sum time rather then juz rinse it through eh? study ,study, study....tat's wat i do during that week...i have headache cuz i m inside my room all the time so i went out to the park for a 20 mins walk and went bak and study...ahhh...it felt so nice after tat.. this is the cup noodles tat i bought...slurp~
damn nice...nissin noodles...now i know y it is so famous.

broccoli...looks like tree aint it??amazon forest~ngek ngek~
i'm going to feast 1st..eat wats left of me...*my shit*..haha...

.~.~.~.weekend b4 going bak Kulim.~.~.~.

ahhh......finals over.....ahhh.....boringness....ahhh......everyone is bak to my room again!!hahahaha....

Vincent came as well as Tina and Reggie's mum, Roger followed as well...omg...i feel so happy everyone come and stay at my hostel...damn nice..over here i wanna said thx to Ms.Sophia Leong...er...i mean Lim Ngah Li..hehe.. for giving out ur space of ur room to let us stay...ahh...the aircond in ur room under the hot weather..its juz a bliss..thx...

we went to Bak Kut Teh near Klang...omg! i miss that place so much...the dry bak kut teh..yup..its dried..its not the usual bak kut teh we ate with soup...its dried up with cuttle fish..u wont believe how tasty it is...me, Vincent, Jovienne, Reggie, Tina, T&R's Mum and Yih Xin...

after tat we were planning to catch a movie...i wanna apologize to Lai fu cuz i promise to catch a movie with u and eventually in the end i didnt...i m so sry i FFK u...anyway, we went to Jusco in Klang which is a first time for me...well everything inside is ok...it is juz like any other Jusco around in malaysia, i think...well... at least it is the same in JB..

we went to buy movie ticks and decided to watch the Dark Knight...as according to Sophia who watch the Sneak peak in Brunei*damn u sof*, says it is sooooooo nice...and Heath Ledger acting was top notch, i decided to watch it laa...

when we were there, sum event was going on...and i took a few pics of the event..sumthing about superhero i think..
drawing...the hellboy face a bit senget one.
one of the participants working their magic.


the container for the sprayers.
drawing the logo that binds them.=)

look at all those cans...i wanna play!

the hellboy face aint rite..aint it?

the other participants packing up their stuff.
omg...tat's one fugly Joker~
the final piece~damn cun weii....gang vandalisme~
the hellboy's body got so cun one meh??
i like this drawing the most...the hellboy face is exactly the same and the
joker face...is like in the movies...nicely done..


after that we went bak home and refresh ourselves...its not over...we went to the curve later on for dinner at Kim Gary...and met up with Cyrus and WJ to shisha....i smoked on a few cigarattes that Jovienne bought to show us...a new flavour from her company...not bad...i had beers although it was like super duper full...sigh...it was sooooo much fun~...i wish that it will b lik dat every single day...haha...

after blah blah blah

u know....after a thought....y i still miss my ex?? stupid....seriously i m.. she is obviously not thinking bout u anymore... she left u behind and fled with other guy...do u seriously think tat wasting so much time missing her make sense?? issit worth it? yea she is pretty but she is not ur type obviously...so wat if its 3 years??? wat if u guys are so intimate once before?its all history rite??

c'mon Loh Wei Hao!! u know u can do better....she failed her course and didnt get to graduate...do u wan to b like her as well?!?! ask urself....u r better than this u know tat..u got so many frens around. u get frens whenever u wan them...u called and they showed up without hesitation...

u get to travel...she can't..she juz the same old her..changing hairstyle..working...tat's it..wat will happen if u r still with her? think bak...will u b this spontanous? will u b this happier? but most importantly...will u HAVE this much FRIENDS!?

go think urself la...sigh...i really dunno wat to say to myself ady..i've tried to b friends with her again...but she juz ignore me entirely...but...i know i have a brighter future than her...so fuck her!! luv me!!!*tat's the spirit!!hahah*...

=P...i luv myself!!

save me....

wake up early at 9 to study...felt the sked-nesss in me for the finals...yesterday have a lot of fun with wj...we went to carrefour...bought 12 bottles of heineken...and a lot of junks...all in all 180 bucks...haha...can u imagine how much we spend on the junks?!haha...too bad didnt take the pic...didnt think of tat....

i bought a pack of erm fried sweet potato...it was made to look lik french fries....but DUH!...it doesnt taste like it...not even close~ well..if it was not that 'crunchy' it is ok...but it is so 'crunchy' we had lots of hard time eating it...but we did manage to finish it...the manufacture brand is so funny....SSG...>.<...i'll post up the pic u guys will know it later..haha..san shu gong....三叔公..wat a funny name...



hmm...Bon Oduri is yesterday july 12 in K.L. which means.....I MISSED IT!!!!....shit...i thought its next week....damn....but..penang's Bon Oduri is this saturday...i might make it but u doubted i will go though...wanna stay here longer...

chat with esther juz now...she tabao malay food from the canteen for lunch...and she say she always does tat...OMG...c'mon...that's torturing ok? and its the same variety of vegeis all the time...c'mon if u have sex all the time with the same pose u will also feel sien lor....mayb not for sum ppl *out there*...hahaha...tell her tat im gonna bring her for good food once im bak in penang..i miss EnO..i miss indian spices...argh! that's good food k? ppl should go and think for themselves...selling those same food everyday...hey..u r making money and students are eating u know? at least make a change in the menu asshole!...but esther didnt make much comment juz i cannot tahan lar...haha...

sigh....dunno wats wrong with me...head concussion or wat i dunno. lately seems lik i kip having this head pening-pening sensations....it comes and go...really hurts...and it get worse if i think of my ex or my finals. shit rite? then wat can i think? but after a nite slip fo 4 hours...eveything is gone=)...happy!!

few days ago..i tried the Kenko fish therapy...it was fun...i get the rm300 10 ticket package...i can go for 5 more times but i left it with my dad..=.=..it was a very fun experiance...it is sooooooo ticklish...haha...can't stand but laughing all the time and i kip take my leg in and out at first cuz it was soooo ticklish...after lik 5 mins of calm-and-cose-ur-eye session...i get through it..haha..it was fun having sumthing biting/eating ur dead skin...FEED ME!!! DEAD SKIN!!!ARGH!!!....=.=

life after this~

do u know, for me...i can evaluate myself more when i m alone? haha...i think tat everyone is the same rite? they evaluate themselves when they are alone..they can choose not to but after a while sitting quietly...u started to think bak everything that u did b4 and everything juz kinda like flash back and flash in front or u....no? for me it is...i've been sitting for 20 mins in front of my lappie and i flash back a few....i did a lot of stuff huh?haha..

few days back...i went to IKEA with REGGIE...i saw these black boxes and bought it without thinking too much...i know wat i m going to do with it but my mind juz keep telling myself...not to think bout it...continuesly reminding myself...NOT TO THINK ABOUT IT....cuz i know if i have a few sec even to think about it...i might put it back and nvr going to touch those stuff again which i nidded the black box for..

when i reach home tat day...i put all my ex-s stuff inside...by ex i mean CHIN LUI...yes...is her....i put wateverthing i can find...and this really does brings up a lot of memories...goods and shits!

Y muz it b black u ask?....i also dunno...i juz think that black have this meaning of grief...which u grief of wat u lost...wat u nid to remember this person of...not like in a ppl passed away grief la..in a grief of u miss her as a fren...grief as u lose a good fren, companion in life, in grief of those good memories that u have with her has turned to history...

recently i've been hearing my fren saying she is working...she didnt get to graduate from her batch as she failed 3 subjects...i was shock...she used to b smart...and hardworking...she is a perfectionist...i still remember during our high school days...she wrote a passage..and there's a wrong word, she would juz erase the whole sentence in liquid paper and rewrote it again...yea..tat's how perfectionist she are...and that's wat makes me fell in love with her...not her outlook, not her body, but the person inside her...she always tie up her hair, pony tail, and she always take good care of her shoes...if anyone step on it she would b very angry or sad tat day...cuz she hates washing her shoes...

after sum time after i get my license...i go to her house even more to find her...and form there i notice more about her that make me fell even more deeply in love...she always brush her teeth twice...and she will kip breathing using her mouth cuz the darlie is too 'spicy' for her...and i would stand by the side and watch her brush..she kips asking me to go away and leave her alone cuz she dun like ppl standing at the side looking at her..but i likey...haha...if wanted me to describe more...i can wrote a whole bible of her...but like i said...its all history...grief...

i can't promise that i have forgetten her...my friends always ask me...have u forgetten her?? forget her man...dun think all those sad stuff...u know? i always hesitate b4 i answer...for sum i answer yes i have forgotten her becuz i dun wan them to giv me lectures and for sum i juz smile back without giving them answers...i think tat's the best i can do..i can't say i forget all about her...cuz she is the one i love the most...back then...and we have been together for more than 3 years b4 we broke up...if u can forget a relationship lik dat i salute u for being so strong but i can't...i choose not to..it bares too much memory for me till i dun even wan to forget it...


haha...ill stop here...dun think ppl will read long post without pictures anyway...thx u guys for reading..=P...here are those pics...
the outlook of the box from side....

the front of the box...with her name...hehe...

sneak peek of wat's inside...no...i wont tell u wats inside...=P

stupid entry

was thinking bak... eventhough i make WJ tells the truth about he liking H...wat for? i mean yea i know it now but wat can i do?nothing rite? now i know JJ like S...wat can i do??nothing....i know i pay a lot of attention to this hueyxin gal lately and i dunno y....=.=..but...wat can i do? nothing...huey xin dun even know LOH WEI HAO exist in this world!! and they don't care a fuck if i'm dead~

crazy...think back...its all bull shit...wat for u know all those stuff? wat for u know the ending of the story of a movie...u tell sumone..they juz replied: ooo...then forget about it and kip on watching...wat for telling?

now i know i nvr a person who is great in anything...i finish anything half way...guitar half way, programming half way, study nvr really pay attention to it unless i wan it to, friends....i dunno about tat...

juz have a feeling tat recently a lot of things is happening and i dun have the power to take control of everything...its the first time it was like this...

last week saturday i went to the TARC in penang...its my fren convo that day..i know that lui wont show up..but still was hoping her to show up and ask her how she is doing...sumthing stupid that i dun even wanna remember...

y m i so stubborn?? chat with ms chubby juz now...start with..bz? then sry for bothering...SRY! shit y say sry??

then she replied...hey, u always say sry...*even she noticed!!!fuck*..

i dunno wat to say...i juz say to avoid being vulgaristic...cmon man...wat kind of stupid reason is tat!!?!??!fuck u lar man....stupid idiot...dun wanna write ady...darn fucking tired...but still dun feel like slipping!!!!!i hate my life....each and every bit of it!!!every step i take is a mistake!!