25th Feb

Wow! Assignment due today. And only for me. haha...who ask my pendrive to be stolen when the earthquake occurs. Now have to do it all over again. And i believe that Mr.Kumar will be giving me a lower mark compared to the others. I just hope that all this nonsense wont happen. Or should i just say..Mr.Kumar, I believe in you!...*finger crossed*=P

Early in the morning, Danise already replied my msg. The msg that i sent to her yesterday night asking her about Reggie. Around 6.39am. and i can’t even close my eye the whole day. And of course i reply her. Boring and thinking nonsense at that time. she really do freak out about me replying her. Saying why am i awake early in the morning. But i don’t really have the mood to chat at that time. i just tell her to have a fun time working. That just sucks big time! most people dun have fun time working la. Not the ones that i know lor. After that i just wake up and wait for the time to strike 7 and get ready to go to class already.

I am still worrying about my assignment. I just did some of it and not yet finish and yet i have to pass up today or else. But, lucky me. I finished the assignment at 2.30pm and i print it out using Chong Ming account (thx btw), and bind it up with just rm 1.50. then pass it up to Mr.Kumar. He is busy doing his stuff and the way he talks like a bit ‘tak syiok’. He said he is busy and stuff like that and ask me to go out ASAP after handling up the assignment. Sigh. There’s nothing i can do. After that i just rush to 1^st floor to pass up the remaining Rm1400 for the Laos Trip. I know that my leader of my group is Sue Anne. That’s a nice name. Wong Sue Anne. And Ms. Vinata? Or Vinsata? Something that starts with VIN, pass me a form and ask me to write my feelings before going to Laos. I just take a quick glance and tell her that i will pass it up to her the next day.

I rush downstairs to find Reggie who is waiting for me in her car. We are on our way to Sunway regarding Aaron’s bag. Meanwhile i check the form that Ms. Whatever pass it to me. OMG! I have to write my feelings according in ALPHABATIC ORDER! Here’s an example on her’s:

A= Anxiety and curiosity engulfs my thoughts

B= Bold actions are required of me and fear develops.

C=...

D=...

The list go on until it reached Z. What the hell, what should i write in it? I am a college student and still i have to accomplish stuff like this? I am not saying its easy or what but don’t you guys think its a bit childish to do things like that? I hate it the most doing this kind of stuff. Like having a positive verb following your first name.(THX Ms.ASH!=()

C’mon, the main reason i go to Laos is to know more ppl and to help out those who are in need. You guys wants me to participate in the activities i will, but not those childish ones! I may faint anytime if you really make me do that. Or maybe i would just fly back to Malaysia from Laos if this really do happens!

After shopping at Sunway, we go to cut hair at Kimarie. The place is quite nice, you guys should go there and try it out, its at ss2. And its cheap. Only Rm25. I had my hair cut and i like it a lot. It happens a very odd conversation between me and this guy who cuts my hair.

You guys know that my canto isn’t really that great and this guy speaks in a soft sound(but not in a sissy way) he ask me in canto how i want it to be done.

Barber Guy : lei yiu dim yong ge fat yeng ar? (in Canto)

Me :huh? ( i started getting nervous and speaks in English) what are you talking about?

Barber Guy :*shrugs* how you want me to cut your hair?

Me : you just do whatever you like with it.

Barber Guy : you like it short?(keep touching my hair, every barber does that)

Me : err, i had a big face.(hope that he understands)

Barber Guy :oh, i see.(starts washing my hair)

.........

Then its quiet for the whole cutting hair session. Awkward ler...nothing gets more awkward than this right? Haha... i just don’t know how i wanted to look like and he just style it quite nice.

After the hair cutting session, we look up Tina and decided to have our dinner at Bangsar Village. We had Basil. I do really think that Thai Express is better than Basil lots more. Plus the food at Basil is damn pricy. Tina told me that there’s a F.O.S. down at the ground floor. After dinner, we quickly rush there to find the things i wanted to find. Reggie concentrating on searching her new belt and i straightaway ask for the DKNY pants that Miss.J that has been looking for. And of all the 4 F.O.S.’s that i’ve been to, this is the 1^st one that had stocks, but unluckily they only have size 10 and i don’t think that she can fit it in. That just too bad. They are available in while and blue but she wanted white. And that time, Reggie was counselling me bout buying the short pants for Miss.J and she get’s angry.

Well i leave the theory part for the next post. Very tired now. Sleep at 3 yesterday and wakes up at 4 or 5 until now. Can’t sleep. Sigh. Damn sien ler life like this. Why can’t i just sleep and snore like Reggie??( Reggie’s sometimes do snore=)).

Hoobastank - If Only

i heard this song a few times before. but nvr really check out the lyrics until today Brandon ask me to check it out~omg..its like telling out all the feelings inside...have a look~=)


I thought it wasn't wrong
to hide from you the simple truth
I was scared.
I'd felt it all along
but it hurt too much for me to share

If only I had been less blind
I'd have someone to hold on to
If only I could change your mind
If only I had known
If only I had you

im finnaly to understand
why things have happened
and how it all could go so wrong
will this pain ever end?
cause I don't think I can carry on

If only I had been less blind
I'd have someone to hold on to
If only I could change your mind
If only I had known
If only I had you

If only I had you (X2)

If only I had been less blind
I'd have someone to hold on to (I won't let go)
If only I could could have spoke my mind
If only it were true (we could start brand new)
I know I'd make it through

If only I had you (X3)


love this song even more rite now~

I HATE MYSELF!!

Right now i just wanna tell u guys that i hate myself!!!

don't know why suddenly i have this kind of urges but...i just hate myself so much!!...

but on second thought, if i don't learn how to love myself...who am i worthy of loving and caring anymore. right?

so...here i am, sitting alone at starbucks subang jaya... I AM TRYING HARD TO LOVE MYSELF EVEN MORE!!!

19th Feb # 2

sitting alone at starbucks right now...it is so fucking hot out there. hope that the 'hotness' outside can had a direct shot at me and make me slimmer..haha...=)sipping my favourite ice blended mocha frap...omg!! this is heaven..=)

Small Small Corperation..=)

it was a stupid and boring day~and 4 of them or should i say 2 pairs of couple and me was staying at my crib...reggie and brandon~tina n vincent~me and......nope, i m alone =(.i wake up quite early and i heard tina n vincent was flirting around beside me.
i have been faking my slip n i m happy for them. ok, cut the crap. when i was feeling way too bored faking my stupid slip, i juz use 'jovienne' and hit them in the face. vincent was asking me 'wtf are u doing' but with happy faces. sigh, he has spending lots of time with Tina, if anyone would have happy faces it would b him. and he deserves it.
then reggie and brandon came in. they were eating bak gua. bak gua that i bought. haha. i know i know. it was delicious. no nid to thx me.=)
then suddenly vincent come up with an idea of naming each and one of us a 'china style' name. and that's how the ^Small Small Corp is born!!^
and this is wat we came up with...
vincent = ji may / xiao may(ji over here means chicken cuz his hair look like chic)
Tina = xiao mao(because she likes to eat fish..and tat's the fact!)
Me = chui yuk/xiao chui(chui means fragile, yuk is jed)
Reggie = xiao fang/ shi fang(cuz her face is like plasma TV)
Brandon = xiao dou(its because he is long, like long beans)

OMG..for all the names that they have in this world, they name me chui yuk. wtf. i tell them that in normal TVB or in hong kong old times series, chui yuk is for those who are working as maid or slaves who wash their masters feet and those who washes cloth. after that they kip calling out my name.' xiao chui, wash my feet would ya' then i have to answer accordingly 'yes ma'am or sir'.
damn....=.=!!..FUCK U GUYS!!!

beware that one day.....I, Xiao Chui will put poison in all of ur food and hope u guys got poisoned!!!

wan pang sai cannot pang sai, ur ass so itchy that u wanna scratch also cannot as muscle has been soften by the poison. wan pee also cannot cuz got affected by poison. wan walk or move also cannot. so juz lay there, open ur eyes cannot close and juz breath..Muahahahahaha....







nah...juz kidding~=)..me Xiao Chui so good person, how come can treat u all like tat ler~*finger crossed at back*

16th feb by xiao mao...=)

Rise and shine.

It’s another beautiful morning waking up with Ji May by my side. Xiao Mao also wake up looking beautiful. And then, Chui Yu joined. Along came Xiao Dou and Xiao Fang with a bak gua in their hands. Xiao Mao smelt the bak gua and Ji May got possessed by his former housemate—Chong Ming.

Xiao Fang had the last piece of bak gua, and Xiao Dou wanted it and so does Xiao Fang. So they wrestled to fight for the very last piece of bak gua. Xiao Fang the fat one won the bak gua.

Then Ji May cheated Chui Yu that his lover smsed him. Chui Yu was so mad that he wrestled him to claim back his glory. He grabbed Ji May by the balls and kicked his balls with his left muscular leg. Ji May couldn’t stand the pain and agony, he then rushed his way to the toilet and it seems like it will be a hard time in it.

Xiao Mao couldn’t stand the scenario but to stopped and stared. She decided to put this historical moment to pen and papers.