updates : am i mature enuff?

i've been rather bz this few days...or might be weeks i'm not sure...i can't even kip track of wat day is today or wats the date...i know the time cuz im rushing and helping other colleagues with their work...

had a 2 hour meeting with Boss today..talk about a lot of stuff other than work stuff..and met a few of his frens as well...tat's a good thing i guess building up my networking..

feel rather odd though...he only ask me to go and had lunch with him, have tea with him and almost all the time, only me who spend time with him..am i really tat good in talking with grown ups? hahaha..

been through a lot and learn a lot of stuff..i had a feeling lik this has been few years but slap myself* knock my head on the wall...then baru i know..its only few days...

and its rather peaceful and enjoyment these few days..staying at the beach side...admiring the scenery after work..chatting with foreign frens while working downstairs at the lounge area..i kinda lik the life here..

taken a few pics but forget to bring the cable to transfer those pics from 1000D..will do it this friday when im bak to Kulim..but rite now..i juz couldnt describe how i feel...after a really really bz day at work...come bak and work at those environment..really calms and i feel happy...

today i woke up at 8 in the morning..work at the apartment till 1 and then went to work..no restriction on our jobs but then have to make sure we finish our job...have been slipping at 3 am every morning...to finish my job..

does tat makes me more mature?

although im bz, i still have the time to think hell lots of stuff..Diversify tats wat they call it..haha..but then after a while i would snooze off and wake up and continue my job again..

everyday after im bak from home..i would dine in with my grandma..she would cook very nice meals and all...after lunch i would go for a swim or went gym downstairs..after tat i would work either outside the balcony watching the sea or will go to the other side of the block and online at the lounge..

bz but excited!

although im so fucking bz with my work rite now...(seriously...very)...

hands are cold,
heart is beating at a very very weird rate!!
can't really focus my work at a moment rite there...
which means : ~

im damn nervous and excited...

=)

scorpio...bad?

SCORPIO (The Addict)
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Oh my..always wondered...will they be any bad things about it in all those quiz? every quiz seems only talking about the good stuff of u...damn it!

puked!

met a new fren few days ago...Hi Pauline..hehe..she is a retired teacher from the States..and stay here juz plainly to relaxed and learn culture...she has 2 daughter i think...and a granddaughter juz like my age..haha...*intro me larrr>.<*

anyway..all of them are at the states and they will visit her at the end of the year..if im lucky enuff i get to meet more ppl this way..hehe...

was swiming yesterday...b4 tat i was having a cup of coffee and sum nuts..and stupid me went to swim 5~10 mins after i had everything stuffed into my stomach..=.=..if was juz laying at the pool its ok..but NOO...i have to act macho enuff to swim 4 rounds at 1 go...i nvr know i have tat kind of good stamina...4 FREAKING ROUNDS!! wat got into me?!

then terus...i dun feel good anymore..crazy...which idiot swim riteaway after having meals stuffed into their stomach? stupid!

stay at the pool to calm myself down so tat i can feel better for like 20 mins...juz sit there and hoping i wont puke...i wont puke!!

here's the thing..i did puke b4 while swimming..a lot of times! and everytime happens becuz i stuff shit into my stomach and swim like hell...remember once..was eating those fried creamcakes with onions..and went swimming at the swimming club 30 mins after..drive there, change and jump terus terus..wat an IDIOT!!

beguai i vormit in the end lar...inside the toilet...luckily its 7 in the morning and no one was there to witness tat crazy-stupid moment...urrghhh!! anyway...sitting there for 20 mins doesn't helps at all..mayb becuz staying inside the water made the pressure inside my body feels so tight..>.<...making me feel like puking even more..GDI!!

so..i drink plenty of water..went back apartment lar ofcuz...i m not tat stupid until i have to settle with the pool water...=.=...and i juz lay down after tat...feel sooo much better...and the fried rice tat my grandma cook...wow...sugoi!!! best wei!!

♥ ya lots grandma!!=)

March 24th

went walking around the mall yesterday...repair my Sigma macro lens..and help my cousin buy the music box he wanted to gift a girl...sigh..teenagers..blooming hormones..haha..and becuz of tat, i met Angeline..this 18 year old sales girl who is selling the music box..=P..

at first glance she was looking at me and being very helpful asking wat do i nid and stuff..and i juz tell her tat i m helping my cousin who is 17 years old buying for a girl he wanted to go after and bla bla...and both of us choose from all the variety of music box around..

damn..so hard to choose eh..sum i dun like..the ones i like not around..i wanted to choose Beauty and the Beast but then haha...my cousin will surely kill me..>.<>..and its angeline who helped me..after i bought the music box and was ready to leave..she popped up a question : "how old are u?" juz to make fun of her..i said im 16...and she said..ooo..i tot u 17..=.=..

walao...halo..im 20 going to 21 liaw horr...then i shrugs and told her the truth..she was like so shock..and we talked for like 5~10 mins..and we exchange HP num..and i fled to the camera shop downstairs..

i was there telling tat dude my sigma lens..and he was like worshipping it..kip saying this very good lens and bla bla...hell yea i know its good...its freaking 2k for tat lens! haha... and we chatted in the shop for like 30 mins..and damn im late for the dinner with Vincent and Sky at Chai Leng Park..

me and tat dude was talking about quality,sigma,bla bla then i ask to check the new products and we shoot around for like another 15 mins..and i left a happy man! =D

run bak to the office, pack my stuff and fled..was driving quite fast cuz i afraid i was late for the dinner..but eventually turned out all of us reach at the same time..was with Sky,Vincent,Ernie and coincidencely met Benny and his girl..

and then went shopping for books while Vincent went to finish up his stuff..i have been looking for Photographer books for so long..came across this Famous Wedding Photographer called Louis Pang who recide in Sabah..and he will conduct a lighting course this Fri~Sun..and do u know how much it cost? no...its not 500,600...its freaking 4400!! its like buying another SLR!! damn...but he only limit himself to 20 photographer..and its almost filled up...wat a business..doesn't really bother him with all this economy crisis...good idea eh? bought this three magz~ Men's Health, FHM, and first time im buying this magazine Photographer.

Men's Health is like my favourite magz. i bought it every month when i was in Subang..but not now..mayb i should continue buying it..or juz subscribe it?


the front page of the Photographer catches my eye and this as well..

diu...if i master all this 148 tricks...can i teach courses for 20 ppl for 4400 as well? or 2000? no?

maybe

[maybe] i should'nt talk too much.

[maybe] i should juz stick all the problems to myself.

[maybe] i shouldn't have gone to know u in the first place.

[maybe] its time for me to get mature. so tat u would like me even for a lil'bit.

[maybe] if i juz didnt tell u all my problems, u would feel the other way.

[maybe] i should juz 'unlike' u so tat i can be normal again.


but its juz [maybe]...

cute dog..

this is funny...hahahaha...

even dog can dream of chasing after a running bone...hahaha...