5.8.10
fishingly, tirednessssssssssss~
y??!!
I DUNNO Y!!!
dun ask me y...im freaking tired...really really tired...
was talking to a fren juz now...and i know im fishing ady...mentally im aslip..physically...i hvae no idea wats happening physically...
juz tat time passes by very very very very very slow...can sumone shut his mouth pls?!
OFF TO BED!! GRRR!!! nite!
Two Is Better Than One - Boys like Girls feat T.Swift #nowplaying
3.8.10
Waiting on the world to change!
When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
John Mayer- Dreaming with a Broken Heart
Joined GYM yesterday!! Absolute Fitness in Autocity...
and went there today!
make a difference!=)
indeed i m...now...im freaking tired...yet reading and online...i lurve reading books...i juz hate those text books...
meaningless and uncreative..wat the fuck they wan us to learn from those text books?
malaysia history? MORAL?! paaaleeeeiisss!! i PASS tankiu!
been listening over and over again, John Mayer is one of the greatest musician alive! but..i had enuff of him..so changing song list tomolo!
Spirits up!!! 30 Seconds From Mars...hmm..not bad! =)
Did a wrong order today...thankfully tat purchaser didnt really screw me gao gao..i understand...she bought stuff from me and i screw it up...aiks..im gonna do better from today onwards!!!
so tired now..cant even think straight..stupid MSN...stupid mac...stupid...after 2 years..u HANGED!? u shouldnt hang...sigh...
gonna use other apps for MSN now..MERCURY..U're FIRED!! fai tit zap bao fuk lei hoi li tou!!
skype with Karen for more than an hour...omg..cant wait to go to Aus this Aug...i can know whether or not im going this end of AUG!
then i'm gonna shop and shop and shop!!!
gonna stop now! off to bed! jaana mina! =)
P/S : saw this sign when i was servicing a customer at FujiSash...i think its not allowed to take a camera in there but wat the heck~
2.8.10
Battle Studies~
No one really ever wins,
In heartbreak warfare
Heartbreak Warfare - John Mayer
Week has passed..in a snap.
Nvr really felt tat time really matters until now..
went to cut the coconut off the tree and we had lik over 20~30 of coconuts! NUTS!!! damn it! damn fresh!
couz-couz sekalian all come bak and have fun! omg..miss u guys! i wish tat im in KL now! T-T..
It's a new week again...Bnane having finals...and all other frens r fighting hard for their own stuff..i think i should do mine too...
going to sign up for gym membership at Absolute Fitness later..at Autocity..i thought about it and i think i should treat my body better from this moment on! =)
anyone wanna join me? since im alone and all..T-T..nvm! im gonna achieve wat i wan!
30.7.10
where to go from here
There's no wrong or right decisions,
cuz sumtimes its hard to differentiate what's wrong and whats right,
But between the both of them,
there's the Best decision.
Regardless whether it's right or wrong.
Equilibrium of both.
Quotes - by Yours truly.
create this quote today...been thinking lately,
should i or shouldn't i?
will i or wouldn't i?
why should i do that and not this?
and i find out that, if u choose the best decision among the both, u wont regret it..=)
went to work juz lik any other normal day. hit the office and not much ppl around the office..i've been promoted on handling the Zone 1 sales! *yay*
from the small, dirty, storage table to the nice and organized table. with office wheel chairs and not the plastic chairs anymore..!
when the clock hit 11.30, i pack my stuff and went for lunch, alone! dang, i hate eating stuff alone. b it breakfast or lunch or dinner...if i have to eat alone, i will tabao bak or rather seal my tummy.
at the restaurant, the Indonesian maid hit on me, giv me her number and kip on asking me to call her and look for her if i nid help~ i was lik...OKAYY~ tankiubutnotankiu~
dun have the mood to flw up other sales after the visit to Sony moments ago, so i headed straight to the Airport...Y the airport u ask? well..there's this girl i knew, doing sumthing she believe in..and take on that chance and go forward...taking the Leap Of FAITH!
Zzang!!!!
tough girl i tell'ya! going to sumwhere u nvr been b4 is hard, yet to find a job there without any help..i gotta giv it to ya, she's gonna be successful in the future.
ppl gonna write books about her in the future, making her famous!
who knows, 1 day an talent coordinator was walking along the road and saw her and next thing u know...she's gonna appear in MediaCorp drama's...
modelling for top brands lik Zara, Gap, Burberry, Abercrombie & Fitch, Onizuka Tigers...who knows rite? *yes im being bias..tat's all my favorite brands=P*
wat im trying to say is...i salute ppl lik her...seriously..=)
so we we're sitting and talking, betting who will cry first...and both of us bet tat Bnane will cry first...haha..dun ask me why we choose him...he got tat look on his face tat says his tears coming out anytime!
we're blabbin' around and out of nowhere, it's weird but..i really feel tat Mint is near...*aisehhh..yes..its the sixth sense crap* i look out and saw Kelisa park righttttt in front of the gate...so i juz said...she is here!
they were looking around and said no at first and get uncertain later on...3 of us kip on staring at tat car to see who is coming down..and damn it, there's a van park rite next to that Kelisa...damn lots of ppl coming down thus confusing us...KNS la~ we old ady eye got problem...play game with us kah?
but after tat saw Mint come down and take her luggage...we were lik..it's HER!!! well...imagine, in mandarin..it would sound sumthing lik this..--->来了*pronounce it liao not ler*,来了!!她来了!
i was lik crap...wat should i do? both their reflex so fast one...1 terus grab the card and terus-berterusan head to the toilet, the other jump over the rail and go out liaw..wait a minute...wat was i suppose to do?! hide or say hi?
so i did the stupid one..i sit there and use my other hand to cover my eye...=.=...wat la loh wei hao...she is not blind k? lagi , i terus run to the toilet flwing Wei Ling..and juz stand there and wait...
when Bnane take Mint luggage to the seat..i've waited for them to check in and called Wei Ling...poor her...standing in the women toilet for soooo long...hahaha...hope it doesnt stink lar..
we walk slowly and appear from the back...both of us were dancing and posing behind Mint's back..and she didnt even know! hahahaha...nervous i guess~=)
*fast forward*
im talkative aint i? i'll put more pics...hold on..
Yee Mint....did u cry?=P
seeing Wei Ling and Bnane to send a close fren lik Yee Mint is nvr an easy task to do...seeing them kip diverting the topic juz not to feel sad about her leaving to SG..
i hope to say tat i can feel the same but i can't...well, for facts i m new in the pack...i dun have tat strong bond with Yee Mint...seeing them feeling this way..makes me think of when i'm sending all my frens to UK, Aus, States and others...BRUNEI! *sophia..u know im talking about u!*
I understand tat feeling...i miss u guys...when r u guys coming to look for me here? im all alone in this lonely and boring lil' island...from time to time..tears will flow out of nowhere..and i would kip telling myself :
things change...they always do..its how we adapt to the current situation and make the best out of it tat matters!
so...make the best out of it...i call them...=) tat's y i still feel close to u guys!! =) *hugs*
Bak to the airport...
we took sooo many pictures...with Mint new camera...with mine, Wei Ling's...i envy..ok..there...i said it...i ENVIED 3 of them..i wish i was tat close of a fren to them...i envied tat..>.<
one of Mint fren showed up..last minute..haha..he look lik a nice guy..we talk for a while and he told me he knew Mint through her sister..i think i saw him sumwhere from Tarc b4..look familiar...anyway, after sending Mint off, he said he nid to rush bak to the car cuz sumone is waiting inside..
so we bid him goodbye and 3 of us...waited to see Mint go through the custom and to the gate..
we waited...
and waited...
and waited for her to get through the customs...
then one of us shout out...SHE DIDNT EVEN LOOK BAK!!!! hahaha! we were waiting for her to turn and look bak at us..but...Mint didnt..its her first flight afterall..~ =)
I didnt wrote in a letter or postcard lik how Wei Ling did..here's my msg to ya!
Yee Mint :
This has been one hell of a week for me! meeting u on monday was fun! how we plan and 'accidentally' bump into each other in the tea house..drinking all those tea and can't slip at nite..punishment i guess..>.<
Thought bout what to get u as a parting gift, although i'm not as close to u as Bnane and Wei Ling, but...if one of my fren r going to work or chasing after their dream, i wan to b there for them, help them! tat's wat good frens r for rite? =P
I really hope u lik the gift..i didn't know wat suits u best..>.<
i wish to have memories lik u and Wei Ling leaving msg and letters for each other on the table during the college days, but let's not compare...I'm lucky juz to know a cute and funny fren lik u!
I cherish tat! =)
Can't wait for u to come bak 2 months later~ C.O.N.V.O.!!!
til then...FIGHTING!!
weihao!
nostalgia~
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore~
Nickelback - Far Away
Songs lik tat nvr fail to mesmerize ppl lik me..
did a simple Belated-burfday for Bugeh...me and Bnane went for a simple Domino's and Secret Recipe dinner!
well, it was a simple one...cuz Bugeh kip on rumbling on how i didnt get gifts and this and tat for him...pussy! hahahaha! juz kidding, all the best in ur future takings brother! =)
dead tired when i reach home..took a bath and do wat all of us do...online...
turn to iTunes and put the music on random, randomly randomness enuff, Coldplay songs was playing, and all of a sudden, i had tat nostalgic feeling...
seconds later, i was staring at the lyrics and kip on repeating the whole folder..i miss tat feeling..wat kind of feeling u asked? i dunno, juz feel relax and happy..miss the music..
weird eh?
i spend the rest of the nite playing their tunes and download a few more new ones..and i went to bed happily~ it was like, snap and im gone...to the dream world...where the Inception starts...........NOT! =.=..
sign off for now...Peace!!
*wats this feeling in me rite now..i think i know wat it is but it shouldnt feel tat way...oh crap*
29.7.10
oh yea!! MAN OF MY WORD AWARDS!
So...finally, i resurrect my blog! without any spells or wat-so-ever..
*what the fuck im talking about?*
It's been so long i guess i owe u guys few updates...i've grown up a lot both, physically and mentally...=P
So much things happened so long ago since the last time i wrote on this blog i dun even know where to start? WHERE!?!
Let's start with a change of life directions, shall we?..
I've now working in my dad's company...no, not the big one but the small one..i dun even know why i took it up but i guess sumtimes no reason is needed behind everything that u do ain't it?
Obviously, im the youngest in the company consists of not more than 20 ppl..*i told'ya it was a small one* but still, i think its a good start for me to really take on all the challanges tat i always lurved! =)
lurvey lurvey dovey!!....<------=.=..wtf is tat?
and as usual, im getting bigger and smaller and bigger and smaller...and bigger again...when can this stop i can't tell..its my nature!
the world is still as screwed as ever, PM of Malaysia having a bigger mouth than the previous one, swallowing money juz in-case he nid to run away and convert his religion to Buddhism, to be honest, i think he will go to hell no matter how rich he is or wat ever religion he converted into..like i said...ITS THE NATURE!!
im sry mr.PM! looks lik u gonna meet sum Badass devil down there spanking ur hind! with a very very very hot trident-look-alike thingy and hope tat they provide lubricant down there...if not...i can't juz imagine wat will happen to ur lil' fren down there.. anyhow, i wish u good luck on express to hell...*show middle finger*
My best fren, Vincent the kacuak*from the previous post* has decided to came bak to the civilized city rather than the alligator crowded lil' place.. but then he is leaving bak there again on the 30th for few more months to settle sum stuff and coming bak here for good! *phew*
Karen Tan, my first crush*HAHAHAHAHHAHA* juz kidding =), she finally gone to the land down under...OMG! LAND DOWN UNDER!! how COOL is tat?! we do kip in touch by skyping with each other from time to time, and she is looking gorgeous i tell u, even from all those bombarding from herself saying she is fat and bla bla bla...
Ms.Karen THC, if u ever come bak to look at my blog again, *finger-crossed*......YOU LOOK GORGEOUS!!! *phewitt* =P
and also, take good care of urself over there =)
and also the ppl i've met along the way that changes me! =) stay tune peeps!!
by then, be safe! peace!!! out!!!
the fire in me!!
NEW POST STARTING TOMOLO!!!
i mean it this time!!! i reallly mean it!! grrrr~
i'm S.I.N.K.I.N.G.~
sinking to my bed..
ladatatata~ =) *Wink*