i wanna eat!!!!!! SUBWAY!!! SAVE ME~~~~~

im so hungry now...dunno y...mayb its becuz I DIDNT EAT ANYTHING FOR MY DINNER BUT JUZ A CUP OF COFFEE!!!...


idiota signore wei hao!!!

diu...

but now i feel like eating subway...subway meltz...not A foot long...but 10000000 Foot long!!

its as long as the twin tower and i dare u guys...i will finish it rite now!! at this moment..!!

ok lar...mayb tomolo morning and not now...haha

this is wat my mind was thinking...subway subway subway subway.........here is all the pics tat is appearing inside my mind...the mustard...the ham...and all those vege's...omg....shit....



going bak penang tomolo...happy!! was thinking of tabao 2 subway meltzz bak home...omg...eating on the bus...sure got a lot of ppl envy me...muahahaha...!!

but as a good person...im not going to do tat lar...shit...stop talking i wanna eat now!!!! envy those who can eat now...y subway dun wan open 24 hours ler??y??

lets do the calculation, subway meltz is 23 sumthing...round it up make it rm 24.

24+24+ stupid fucking tax+ all those stupid hidden charges= rm100??haha...my math not tat bad...

its around rm50++ i think...wat the hell..but tats for my breakfast and lunch...sigh...im really really starving now...damn...

My Bucket List

#Any type of love - it will be shown,
like every single tree reach for the sky.
If you're gonna fall,
I'll let you know,
that I will pick you up
like you for I,
I felt this thing,
I can't replace.
Where everyone was working for this goal.
Where all the children left without a trace,
only to come back, as pure as gold,
To recite this all#

The Adventure by Angels and Airwaves/AVA

was thinking to discuss bout this topic long ago but then kip forgetting on and on...well, part of it is not forgetting but then more like lazy?haha...lazy shit i am..yup!

ok, for those who don't know what a bucket list is well, its a list of things which u wanna do b4 u die,dead,死ぬ,Sterben,mourir,死亡,kuolla(die in Fin. look like koala dun u think, how does sumthing so cute become the symbol of death!?! that's not even fair for sumthing as cute as koala to bare with that freakin' word!!! tat's cruel, but basically that's wat men does..cruelty.......)

anyway..i like extreme sports..yes...like to do stupid and crazy stuff...yup tat's me!...so here goes my bucket list...~

Bucket List!Bucket List!Bucket List!Bucket List!Bucket List!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~ Rock Climb *indoor rock climb tat is, will go for outdoors whenever i can!*

~ Bungee Jump *will do it in my Koh Samui Backpack trip this December*

~ Sky Diving *Plan to do it at Dubai for my next year Backpack visit=)*

~ Get good results

~ Own a car

~ Find someone i Love, a girl...my future gf to be exact..haha...*shy*

~ Make -=*[M] Club*=- a success!

~ Visit all of my friends who is at oversea right now, that is : Brunei, Dubai, UK, France, the States*ofcourse=P*, Philipines, Indonesia, there's one in Brazil but not tat close though..haha..

~ Japan, Korea, Brazil, Taiwan is a must!...

~ Wanna do Volunteer work at South Africa. to help those who r in nid.

~ Climb mount Kota Kinabalu. *cyrus...wait for ur reply..=)*

~ Sponser a poor Kid to study. *juz did few days ago..=), hey im a dad now!!*

~ Make my frens happy...* always fail to do that, im useless..=(, sr xinchan, sry wen jie, sry sophia, sry jeff, sry lin, sry vincent, sry KF, sry those ADPians...im so sry...everyone...for being a failure...

well..this is until now...my bucket list...i mean in my mind..will add on more when im done!!hehe...=), wats ur Bucket list...when u guys add one let me know..i wanna check it out and we can do sum together...agree?

one more request: who wanna join me for the rock climbing thing?im juz a amateur.. and to visit those places...pls let me know..i like to go with a few frens..and not alone..

Camp 5!!!

#If I told you things I did before
Told you how I used to be
Would you go along with someone like me
If you knew my story word for word
Had all of my history
Would you go along with someone like me#

Young Folks by Peter Bjorn and John

Went to Rock Climbing with friends few days ago...and let me tell u sumthing, it is by far the greatest experiance in my life...

i juz realize, that this rock climbing thing is my new hobby or how would i put it this way, a sport which i like to do more...too bad i dun take much picture though...

5 of us rock climb, KK, Cyrus, Ah Tiang, ZM and me! me and ZM were the fastest..haha..KK and Cyrus too old ady cannot climb too many walls, i climbed 10 walls and fail the last 2 cuz at that time, my hand was practically cramp up..cant't use anymore energy...luckily i did gym and do sports..

but in the end concluded the reasons y i climb faster than anyone else...cuz i live in kampung for 20 years ady, been climb trees to pluck coconuts, rambutan,manggis, langsat, mango and lots more...haha...well, at least i had the basic...but this was much more different..it is way more higher and way more extreme!! the normal being 8 metre tall and the tallest....i dunno 20 sumthing?? i climbed the 12 meter one...haha..

for once in my life im so sure about sumthing....tat's to join this club immediately, not becuz its fun, but becuz its interesting, i kip on trying and trying until my hands are really shaking and i couldn't even open the bottle cap, then i stop...it was wat i luv doing...Extreme sports!!

Thx guys for having fun with me...but too bad Cammy didnt join us though....too busy talking on her cell...haha...we pay $45 for 1 hour but we played for more than 2 hours...haha...so all in all it was worth it..the club was not for the money, it was to get more ppl to interest in the club..and they did a good job of bringing me to join it...haha...

these are the terrains in the camp, i wanna climb them all!!


the brochure~that's how the pros do it!


from left to right, Cyrus,Cammy,Ah Tiang, KK and ZM...

the center of the wall is the hardest part to climb cuz it requires the most body energy, and it is which i failed and the only one to try among us group..

the 12 metre wall...nice nice nice!!

the wall is tall, and its fun, the part where the girl trying out is the most easiest part..i OWNED it...haha...call me sai lou....=P

KK, my instructor and me...forget his name, but syu? su? haha...totally forgot..sry, cuz i call him bro or dude...haha...


Updates : his name is Syazuan..Syaz, man...haha....


last question.......who wanna go with me? i m tired of doing all of this alone over and over again...T-T...

acknowledge me pls..='(

#I've never been so happy to see a photograph of me
then when graced with your company.
You're making a small change to the way
that you wear your heart.
I like it better...I like it... I like it better now#

Photograph by The Starting Line

The thought of forgetting u kips ringing in my head...and no..it dun juz stop ringing..it goes on and on..and may u know how suffering tat is...

always beliff that i have the ability to make a change..at least a chance to try it out..but all turns out to be failure that i have to pick up and put it in a bin called "LIFE"

i always know that my heart is fragile, but nvr know that it is this strong to take this blow..and its not only once..not twice, its definitely more than tat..but wat can i do?

according to wat they say, im not ur cup of tea or as i would put it this way... u r tat can of Coke which i wanted to have but i juz can't..

i always try my best to be there for u whenever u nidded sumone..but all that have gone to waste i think...

all of my waiting
all of my anticipation
all of my feelings towards u..

all drained to the bottom of the dark and long pithole, nvr having a chance to come bak up..

am i seriously tat useless and bad that i dun even deserve the chance to do wat i wanted to do? and that is to show u my true feelings and my care for u..and most of all, how deep in love i m towards u..

yes...im in love with u and u dun noe it..or mayb u r but u deny it..

let me know ur despair and i will try my best to find hope and faith to u..
let me know that at least u r in nid of me...i m at least a person who u nidded and not sumone u use to entertain when u needed..
let me know that u think of me b4 juz tat little tiny little bit in ur life...
juz a little bit of that would enuff to power me to achieve the unachiveable for u..yes..just for Y.O.U.

tired of I.....A!!!

#Catch your breath,
Hit the wall,
Scream out loud,
As you start to crawl Back in your cage
The only place
Where they will Leave you alone. #

Simon by Lifehouse


at last!!...waited for so long......juz now was waiting for blogger to finish update their server..BLOGGER IS NOT DEAD PPL!!



few days it has been i didnt blog about anything at all..my life has been a bore i think...

there's good news though, Jen is back!! from Dubai...and yes im going to meet up with her..miss her so much..

she told me about it yesterday when her flight to NY got cancelled and she decided to come bak for a week and im so happy about it..she complaint about her bf Aqee, she told me he dun wan to spend time with her as his cousin is at home and dun wanna go out...

i was like 'wat the fuckkkk'?? so i tell her..if he didnt pick her up from the airport at 3pm today(23rd Oct) , she have to break up with him and i will personally take a cab to fetch her and hang out with me till the rest of the day..and she said its a deal!haha.

damn u Jen...played with Aqee feelings...anyway i called her around 3.30...and guessed wat..

'wei hao...!! i tgh shopping ngan Aqee kat jusco near Seri Kembangan..'

HAHA!! guessed u dun have the guts to say 'sayonara anata' to Aqee huh?haha...poor Jen....hate that u love him huh?hehe.. This is jen btw~


i've been sneezing lik hell lately..its like a rifle , juz tat its not bullet that it is shooting, its sneezes!!hell man...its very very difficult to breath imagine sneezing every 5 sec for like...3 hours and off then on again!!

its like i have a on off switch on my sneezing ability...sneezing mode: freaking ON!!!

and thx to Idol for sending me 2 songs which is sooo nice..juz to let u know, i listen to it to slip...haha..without tat dunno how to slip also...sigh..

INSOMNIA ppl...u guys know wats tat??..its like 8 words and it started off with I and ends with A...ok..lame joke attempt...
technically i've been staying up till 5 am and wake up at 11 am the next day and yes 7.30 if my class is at 8 in the morning...and i m freaking tired after the class..not during...but after..weird huh?

luckily theres still those from the states and other to kip me company, here's a list of ppl i wanna thx to for keeping me awake by chatting with me..

Jullian, Jen, Katie, Yu Lin, Vincent, Idol*i know u r bz sry for bothering=P*, Joel, Zack, and Mei Foong for testing ur limits and though u feel aslip at 3.14am...haha...thx u guys a lot!!...

dunno wat to do without u guys...sure staring at the monitor doing nothing...=.=

There's a lot more to say but i notice i write too much in this post!! and as normall...no one looks at post which is soooooooooo damnnnnnnn fuckingggggggggggg longgggggggggggg!!!!

am i rite?? kk then, i'll stop here...=)

~au revoir tout le monde~

Bad news!!!

There's bad news over at Ontario, Canada...for Them tat is...


who is the 'THEM" u ask me?..haha...they are Avril Lavigne and SUM 41 lead singer Deryck Whibley......YUP!! u heard me rite...seems like there are crack in their relationship cuz Avril has been travelling alot and Deryck feels bored of this life and started out clubbing,partying and flirting with other girls...

dun believe me??check out this web from celebrity blogger Zack Taylor.. at this page.

other sources claim Avril Lavigne's marriage to Sum 41 rocker, Deryck Whibley may be ending due to their recent separation caused by her world tour...

As for what our other source had to say about Avril & Deryck,

"They have been growing apart for months - Deryck isn't motivated anymore in his life and has resorted to partying and flirting with other girls. They both have grown apart since she left on her world tour... They even stopped calling each other for a few days!!"

Hope everything is alrite with them...lets pray...and let they kip rocking on!!!!

stupid stuff outside ADP building..=.=

check me out..=)


okok...me and a few of my frens were walking pass the ADP and i said lets go through the Ring..and they were like:'siaw ar..in the middle of the day in the middle of the road..'

and tat's wat i did...haha...u guys should try it...its fun! and at the side they are quite ppl looking cuz they juz finish their class...

sigh...i luv doing crazy things..=)